wanting Ron (Rarl)

reality 9

I wake up and look around.

"Were am i?" i whisper to myself.

I feel the ground and i can tell that im on concrete.

"What?" i say.

I get up of the concrete and that's when everything start to flood back...

"yeah, we did. But.... your not Ron you are Carl.."

"CARL STOP!"

"RON WAS JUST PUPPY LOVE CARL!"

"if you keep pushing us away more drama well start and you well get even sadder...."

"Yeah. I lost Carl... Put he came back."

I remember.

Limping all the way to your house is not fun but hey what is fun anymore.

I walk in and slam the door.

"Maggie why---" My 'dad' gets cut off by seeing me.

I role my eyes and walk upstairs.

I walk in my room and close my door.

Well life has really took a turn eh?

I slid down my door.

I put my knees up to my chest.

"I know ill never get to have you again..... But..... I miss you so much." i whisper.

"I remember when you used to laugh at everything I said... That was.... Funny." i continue.

"When you died i could not do anything with myself.... I... Still cant..." i finish.

I put my head on my knees.

"Come on Carl!" Ron yells.

"Im coming!" i yell.

Your voice was... And still is amazing.

"What are you looking at me like that for?" Ron says.

Your eyes were so blue and wonderful.

"Your so weird." Ron said while smiling.

Your smile was breathtaking.

"RON WAS JUST PUPPY LOVE CARL!"

No. No.

"IF RON WAS HERE YOU WOULD BE ALL HAPPY GUESS WHAT CARL HE IS NOT GET OVER IT FOR ONCE!"

NO.

"You cant just stab someone Carl especially family!"

I start shaking my head.

"Skank."

"No." i whisper.

"THEN LEAVE!"

"NO!" i scream.

I curl up in a ball and cry.

My door slams open.

"CARL?!" my dad yells.

"Let me die." i whisper.

"Just let me die."