wanting Ron (Rarl)

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you know when i said that being happy is not a feeling?

it is a reward.

i just keep trying to earn that reward....

but i cant...

but.... you knew exactly what you were doing that day...

and that is what hurt the most...

i just hate getting flash backs from things i dont want to remember.

i'm just kinda tired you know?

i want to stop trying and not care for a few days...

i'm a little tired of feeling like a failure...

i just miss you so much...

do you miss me too?