wanting Ron (Rarl)

Reality 12 (7)

i clench my fists to the side.

"C-carl?"

wait....

i unclench my fist.

"No, no Carl."

i burst into sobs.

am i dreaming...

only one way to find out.... and if im not... this is stupid

i take my gun out and aim it at my foot, "please be a dream." i tell myself, i put my finger on the trigger till... "Carl, what are you doing?" i look beside me and see Ron. "im dreaming." i tell myself. "Carl, dont do it." Ron says. i shake my head "your not Ron."

i pull the trigger. But, i dont feel anything.

looking down at my now bloody foot i take my finger and touch it, but still no pain. i look over to Ron, "im dreaming."

"wake up." he whispers.

"how?"

"do you hear him?" he asks.

i nod in response, "keep listening."

"Carl, wake up baby!"

"dont leave me Carl!"

"Ron!" i yell.

what if.... i shoot myself...

i take the gun and hold it up to my head. "thank you." i say to the 'fake' Ron. he nods and smiles.

"remember, i said 'people are waiting for you when you die'?" he asks me. nodding he continues "There waiting Carl." he finishes.

i nod and thank him one last time.

i then pull the trigger.

-

shooting up from a bed, i look to my right and too my left; looking for a certain someone. "let me see him!" i hear a familiar voice yell. "dad." i whisper. my dad burst through the door and he sees me awake "Carl!" he yells. i smile and start crying, "everyone, hes awake!" im kinda scared of my dad now, since in my dream he like abused me...

Daryl, Maggie, Glenn, Michonne and Carol run in.

wheres Ron?

they all come and hug me, "i knew you could beat it boy!" Daryl says. "guys he is still sore!" Jessie says as she walks in. everyone gets off of me, and apologizes. "its okay." i whisper. "Carl!" Sam yells as he comes in and jumps on me. "hi!" i grunt in pain. "Sam!" Jessie scolds. Sam smiles at me and hops off. Rick walks over to me and says "we missed you." i smile at all them, "missed you guys too."

"how long was i out?" i ask. Ricks eyebrows raises showing that he is thinking "about... a month." my eyes widen. "wow." i whisper. "mom, what are you doing in there?" i hear another familiar voice say. "leave him alon----" i see Ron stop at the door and he turns around.

Ron's P.O.V

what is she doing in his room? they have to leave him alone!

   "mom, what are you doing in there?" i yell. i walk up to her and says "leave him alon----." i pause as i see everyone surrounding Carl's bed. they all smirk at me "Guys, get away from him!" i say raising my voice. they keep smirking at me "okay, guys move" Rick says. hey all move.

"Ron?" i hear. i see a awake Carl, sitting up in bed with tears streaming down his face.

"Carl?' i ask.