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i probably should just put the book down and act like nothing ever happened but im really curious of what is in that book, more pacifically what is in there that is about me. flipping the page slowly i start to read

September 20th 

...

     ''Carl!" i slam the book shut with a loud echoing sound following after it, i see my door slowly opening letting some light reflect into my room "you need to go to bed, we got a long day tomorrow." i hear a soft, but yet rough voice say.

   "okay." i whisper. the door shuts slowly,  just like how they previously opened it. tucking the book inside my pillow case i lay down. i take my hand and reach over to my dresser for my head phones and music tape, grabing the items and plug my headphones into the tape.

i sigh as i lay back and look at the roof.


waiting here for someone..

only yesterday we where on the run

you smiled back at me and your face lit up the sun.

i let a smile appear onto my face as i think of Ron.

now im...

waiting here for someone.

and oh, love, do you feel this rough?

why is it only you im thinking of...?

   salty tears run down my face as i continue to listen to the song.

                     My shadows dancing without you for the first time...

my heart is hoping, you walk right in tonight.

and tell me there are things you regret...

  i put my face into my hands, Ron was that one person that you would always want, that you well always want to be with you.... and be there for you. i knew that he would never well come back but i just have this feeling, the feeling that he is still with me.

  maybe.... he is, and i just never knew it. 






He said he would never leave me...










 and he didn't



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