Moment for Life (Not Edited)

Chapter 21

Chapter 21 : What is it?

London's POV

About 2 weeks later, before spring break

Ever since we found out I was pregnant, I feel as if we're drifting apart, during the nights I barely sleep because of my overthinking, taking over my entire body and soul. I'm going to have a baby, in highschool, matter of fact the most judgemental schools out of every school in school history. If I wasn't perfect before, I sure as hell am never going to be perfect now. If I was made fun of before, now I'm going to be the talk of the school. Everyone will suddenly become interested in me, and so interested that everything that comes out of their mouths will be pure hateful rumors spread by lowlife people who want to be something their not.

And to put the icing on the cake? My fetuses father is barely ever home and I'm here, having raging hormones all by myself, because hes always out and when he gets back, he's always tired, everything I ask him for has the same exact responce, and I wont even call it that. I'll call it an excuse because I'm pregnant and mostly on my feet all day making myself food and I am not nearly as tired as him. Want to add a cherry to that cake too? Well he's missed 2 appointments to my OBGYN with me, and yet he doesn't even know when they happen. But, I always let him because maybe one day, he'll bring up the baby topic. That's the day I'm going to act like I know nothing at all. When I get to find out its sex, nobody but me will know, when I go buy it clothes, he wont be knowing, fixing it's room, he wont know either. It eats me alive that he won't be knowing whats going on with our child but, he obviously doesn't care at all, so why force anything onto him?

Today, is the last day of school before spring break, and I'm glad nobody have noticed yet, I mean I'm obviously not showing yet, but I think after the break it'd be a bit noticeable. it's 6am and I've woken up to get ready, even though I've been awake since 5:30am sharp. Aiden got back around 5:40am and thouggt I suspected nothing. Sooner or later, I have to confront him, he might be getting himself into trouble.

When we were finally ready, I had on a teal tanktop that had a pocket located on the upper left hand corner of it, then a black pencil skirt with my black toms, and I straightened my hair, curled it toward the bottom and had on little teal bow earrings. I grabbed my phone, granola bar, and water bottle then made my way to wait in the car. The car chair in the passenger side was all tge way down like someone took a nap in here, and it smelled like must and sweat in here, but I'm not one to complain so I just sat in the car.

After waiting in the car for a handful of minutes for Aiden, the smell got worse and I just had to get out, and puke. I wrapped my arms around my stomach and barfed on the front lawn, I hear footsteps behind me then I feel someone rubbing on my back trying to sooth me. Once I was done, i wiped my mouth and looked at him "Your car smells, put something in there or I'd rather walk than be in that musty smelling thing i pointed at his car

"Im sorry" he went in for a hug and I hugged back, he smelled like 'Far Away' one of my favorite perfumes, and he had a hickey under his ear, I just pulled away.

"What happened?" he furrowed his eyebrows

"You smell like far away, and have a hickey, your car smells musty and sweaty, is there something you have to confess?" I gave him a chance to explain before I overreacted like last time. Nothing, not a word came out of his lieing dirty mouth for two minutes. I just walked passed him, held my breath and got my bag from tge car and walked inside

"Where are you going?" he called out for me

"Far away, bitch" I called out loud enough that he could hear me, better than clearly

I grabbed my other bag and filled it with a couple outfits, and money. Even the emergency card he gave me just in case.

I walked out and the car wasn't even there, man-whore.