Moment for Life (Not Edited)

Chapter 26

Chapter 26; Decisions and Popcorn Fights

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"one, two, three......."

"Twins" I said and smiled

"We're not ready" he said before sighing and standing up from the chair

"What?" I questioned him confusingly

"London, we aren't ready for the responsibilities that come along with the children, yes at the time it seems like a good idea, but kids arent toys or clothes, you can't play with them for a while and if you dont like it, give it back"

"Actually, if we end up changing our minds, they can go to a different foster home, plus I think im ready to be a parent, Aiden"

He loudly exhaled, most likely in frustration and passed his hand over his hair, tugging at it "Do you hear how freaking selfish you sound London? when we think we aren't ready, we give them back... What if they catch feelings for us? actually start to like us? you're going to break their hearts just like every other rude bastard that they've ever lived with? I can't do that. I can't have those kids hate me. I'm not ready to be a father to any child, not right now"

"Now what if I was pregnant? What if I never had a miscarriage? would you have tried to make me get an abortion cause you weren't ready? " At this point I was raising my voice

"I would've gotten myself ready! I wouldn't have done something as stupid as to tell you to abort!" He yelled but quickly calmed himself down, but him face was still red "Look, I'm just trying to tell you, that no, I wasn't ready, but for you I would have prepared myself to be a father, books, classes, whatever it takes. But, right now, I have a choice, and I know i'm not ready to be a father, not yet. How about we gradute first, then go to a university, we'll get there, but at a slow pace, I don't want to rush into things, it's just too early for me"

Afterwards, we compromised on waiting a little longer and headed to the car, no matter how much I wanted the twins, in the back of my mind, I knew he was right, no matter how hard i tried to admit it... I don't think I was ready either, 

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We ended up going home then ordering Chinese food for the both of us, by the time we finished eating with minor conversation and awkward silence, we decided to watch something

"What movie do you have in mind?" he asked me and it literally came out as awkward as possible

"Uh, I don't know I was thinking maybe we search netflix until we find something, movie or show it doesn't matter" I said sitting on the right side of the couch leaning up against the arm

"Yeah sure" he said

We scrolled through the popular movies and it just so happened that a movie I was waiting so long for it to come out on Netflix, I mean I don't pay for it for nothing.

Instructions not Included, I mean the movie is in spanish, but it had subtitles and overall, it just looked funny so why not?

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Not much into the movie, I'm already loudly commenting on what I think of each character

I gasped "What a bitch, pay the taxi my ass pfft"

"Oh gosh this man is so clueless" I laughed aloud

I could hear Aiden giggle at me and I caught a glimpse of him looking at me like a lunatic

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"I am not that crazy" I threw a couple kernels of popcorn I just finished making a couple minutes ago toward Aiden

"Yes you are, you do realize that the movie just started and you're judging each character already" he laughed and threw the popcorn back my way

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We ended up starting a popcorn war, not letting the movie finish, we threw popcorn at eachother, him occasionally catching them in his mouth, me on the other hand, not so much.

Later, we sat on the couch cuddled up together, I dont know how it happened, but im not complaining. I'd rather this than what was going on earlier.

I was feeling myself getting drowsy by the second and the last thing I remember was Aiden whispering in my ear "Please don't ever go pay the taxi" and kissing my forehead

I'm so lucky to have him in my life

A/N ; Sorry for not updating, I have no other reason but that I don't like this book and I want to delete it so bad, but I need your opinions and comments delete (clicks tongue) or nah?