Moment for Life (Not Edited)

Chapter 10

I listened to this song while writing ;

Pretty Hurts - Beyoncé  

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After I get into the room I close the door grab my towel and head into the shower. I strip out of my clothes, run the hot water and hop into the shower. The makeup begins to fade and a scrub myself with the Lavender scented body wash and I for once since I've been here feel insecure about my bruises. I realized I'm not pretty no matter how hard I can try. I'll never know what it feels like to be beautiful because of all my scars and bruises. None of the girls on tv have to hide their bruises their father once gave them. This is what I am made of, nothingness. I don't belong on this planet, I am completely and utterly useless.

I then start looking to my wrist. The scars of when I was at my worst, when I knew exactly what I was. Nothing. When I knew what I was made of, the sleepless nights, the constant crying. I would get beat and feel nothing at all. I may think that now I am something, because Aiden took me in, but thats all in my senseless little head. I have never known what it feels like to be happy . Never been loved and I never will be. I will never matter to anybody.

Before I do something I regret, I step out of the shower. I wrap the towel around my body and make a messy bun on my head. I walk out and get dressed in pink sweats and a black tanktop. I may not have been crying but I was sobbing without tears, I go downstairs to grab a glass of water because my throat is dry. When I get downstairs, I see Aiden there and I hope he doesn't see me, I turn around to go back up when his voice catches me off guard

"London"

"Yea?" I say but its barely audible

"Come here" He says and to me it sounds demanding .

I slowly stide toward him slowly and sit down on the opposite couch than him

"I'm not going to hurt you, three people fit on this couch, and you choose to sit on the couch farthest  away from me?" he says softly.

"S-sorry" I stutter and move to the couch he's on on the opposite side of him

"I'm sorry for the way I acted, I just thought he was an ass, Im sorry"

"No need to apologize" Cause you were right my conscience wants to add

"I'm not sorry toward him, I'm sorry toward you."

"Oh"

"Where were you after I was kicked out?"

"Uh- I um went to Carter's to help him clean up the blood, then he brong me here." I say, thank god he isn't looking at me because then he would see that I didn't get to put makeup on.

"Oh"

"I'm sorry if you got mad."

"I'm not mad, just concerned."

"Why?"

"I heard your sobs- in the shower"

"Oh" Run.

"What did he do to you London?"

"N-nothing"

"Don't lie to me, London I know you enough to know that there must be a reason"

"I-I sw-swear he didn't do anything" Fudge. he's gonna catch me by my stuttering

"Tell me or I'll punch it out of him while he's sleeping, then when he wakes up shove his head through the wall until the bastard tells me" He says through his teeth. Damn, he's serious now I have to tell him

"Fine, I'll tell you"

"Go on"

"H-he slapped me, and forced me to kiss hi-him"

"HE WHAT?" shoot I knew that would happen.

"It's nothing Aiden, I'm fine"

"NO THE HELL YOUR NOT. WHERE DID THAT BRUISE COME FROM ON YOUR FACE?!?" he said anger all slipping through his voice

"It's an old bruise, from you know, before"

"Oh-" he said finally bring doen his tone, kneeling to get to my house he sighed while rubbing his hand down his face in frustration then he kept talking "I-Im sorry... Where does this douche live?"

"You don't have to do this Aiden-"

"NO. I HAVE TO DO THIS. EVERYONE WANTS TO HURT YOU LONDON, YOU'RE JUST SO NAIVE THAT YOU DON'T EVEN NOTICE. FIRST, MASON NOW FOUCHEBAG ASS FACE"

I just raise my eyebrow and get up and run upstairs, I grab my "Derping" sweatshirt and make myself look presentable and less death- looking then run back downstairs.

"Lets go"  is all I had to say before we both run out the door, locking it in the process and jumping into Aiden's car

"This guy needs a good ass whipping" He says with a smirk, he looks so calm, but I on the other hand am so dense that it hurts..... literally

"Pfft I'll say" I said trying my least not to sound as nervous as I am and I'm pretty sure he bought it

"Left here?"

"Yea"

That was it until we got there

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"This son of a bitch is gonna get it good" He said hopping from one foot to the other in front of Carter's Condo residence thingy

He them, pounded the door like the cops, he literally left his fist mark on the door, and nearly almost broke it until the click of the door unlocking came to senses. We stopped and waited for the door to open

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~Cliffhanger? I think yes. Sowwie, just had toooooooooo