Scarred (on hold)

Chapter 3...

Dis chapter myt b kinda borin, soz. plus its short so no worriez. 

'Im tired of trying. I'm tired of crying. I know i've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.' 

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I opened my eyes. It was blurry for a second yet everything came into focus slowly. A bright floroscent light hit my eye. I looked away.  I tried to sit up, but pain rushed through my every limb and felt dizzy.  "Easy, you're not in a state to be rushing around." a voice told me.I tried to recognise this voice. Who is it? I frowned in trying to remember. I don't know. I turned to face the source. There was a tall boy standing at the foot of the bed.  

I was scared! will he hurt me too, just like James. I try to move away from him. Distance myself. I don't like guys anymore. I can't trust them. A hospital room! " who are you?" I ask, I tried to keep my voicd steady but  it sounded rough, it scraped my throat as i spoke. It was very dry. I looked around for water whilst i awaited his answer.

"In this case, shouldn't you be like those damsel in distress, like in those films who cry out where am I?" the voice chuckled. I cracked a smile. It was funny. I can't trust him completly."nah, I know I'm in a hospital as there is no place that smells as bad as this or looks as horrendous. " i replied. 

The voice chuckled again. "It's seem you know what's happening quite well." he put his hand out. " Hi Sam, I'm Jake." I stared at him but didn't take his hand. He stared at me from a moment awkwardly and then put his hand to his side "how do you know my name?" I asked. He held up my wallet which held my school ID card."So...why am I here?" I ask with sheer curiosity. 

"you seriously don't know?" he asked.

I shook my head. It throbbed really badly. "Well, I was driving, and the next thing i know a girl with blood running down her face, is standing in the middle of the road and I horned again and again. But  you just collapsed in front of my car." he concluded.  

Memories of James flickered throgh my mind. I remember me running away. Standing up for myself. Damn. He must be vexed. I'm gone for. I have to get out of here.

I tried to get up as quickly as possible, My body ached in pain, i had no strength. I felt paralysed to the bed.  "Sam. you've been in acute coma for 6 days, due to severe blood loss when you hit your head. I would recommend you don't move around too much." 

SIX DAYS!!! "what no way, my mum she must be worried." she must be sick with worry, and James, he'll kill me as soon as he gets a chance. "your mum knows. i phoned her with your mobile the minute i had you in hospital." I sighed in relief at least she wasn't worried I'd gone missing. Phew.

Jake opened his mouth to say something else but the door opened and a middle aged white lady walked in. A doctor I'm guessing. She walked up to the foot of my bed. Jake walked out. To give me privacy i guessed.I sighed in relief. I can't trust guys anymore. Ever.  "Morning Sam. My name is Dr. Catherine Green, now how are you feeling?" she asked.

"fine," i replied. "when can i go home?" i ask her.

She looked wary. "After a while."

"okay."

"sam, I'm going to ask you a question, i want you to answer truthfully, don't be scared. I'm here to help you."  I frowned. "sure doc, what do you want to know?"

She lifted up my sleeve. The bruises from when James had hit me, were there, but yellowing. "Sam, who did these to you?" 

I looked down, but refused to answer with the truth. "I fell, down a flight of stairs." I replied in a rush.

"Really, Sam? Sam, falling down stairs don't cause bruises all over your body, neither do they leave finger marks. Sam i'm here to help you. Someones hurting you, and it has to stop. You can't continue to take it. Neither can they get away with it." 

They'd never be able to help me. James would still come after me, He'd never let me live in peace. I remembered the day when I'd tried to leave him:

"James, I can't believe you just hit me." I held a tissue to my busted lip that was bleeding profusely. "Sam, I'm so sorry. It's just you were talking to Emmett you didn't even look at me. I thought he was taking you away from me." he told me. 

"No, James. This isn't the first time, but this will be the last. I don't want to have anything to do with you. " I started to walk away. He held me hand firmly. "You're never going to leave me. Go tell anyone you want, they''ll  never be able to keep me away from you. Accept it." Tears strolled down my face.

I didn't realise I was crying until Dr. Green passed me a tissue. "don't cry, We'll get rid of whoever it is. I promise." She consoled me. Just as I opened my mouth. Mum and James walked in. James! Shit. I don't want to die. Someone save me. Please. Someone.  

I started to breathe fast, very fast. My chest was tightening. I couldn't breathe. My entire body was tingling. I shivered as a cold sweat slid down my back. The room started to move, everything was blurry. My hand started to shake as I tried to point at James. Someone get rid of him please. I starred at James, although he was blurry I knew he was there. I wanted to scream, but my voice was smothered in my throat. 

"Sam, calm down, calm down. Try to hold your breath. " I heard the doctor tell me. How can I calm down when I know he's here. He'll kill me. Save me. Someone. 

Dark spots started to appear, but James face was still there. "what's happening to her?" I faintly heard my mum ask. "Shes hyperventilating...panic attack" i faintly heard before everything went dark.

When I opened my eyes the doctor was still there. "Sam, are you okay?" 

"yeah." I replied. Where was he?

"So Sam, who is it? your mum or your boyfriend?" she asked. She reminded me of James. Is she going to hurt me too?" I know it's one of them because you panicked when you saw them. Whose absuing you Sam, who? I'm trying to help." She can't help no-one can. 

My lips trembled and I felt my eyes water up, as i cried. "Will they go to prison?" I asked, please say yes. Yes. 

"Yes." she replied firmly. I sighed in relief. For once I had hope, I looked up. "It's..." James walked in.

I started to feel my chest tighten up once again. I grasped for breath. He was glaring at me. I was dead.

"Sir, can you please leave?" she asked. I knew she'd worked it out. She'll save me. She knows. 

"No, I won't bloody leave, she my girlfriend." he snapped back at her. "you told her didn't you? Well, i don't bloody care.It's him innit?" he slapped me hard across the face. I gasped for breath. His slap hurt more as my face tingled. I gasped for breath. I could taste blood. 

"n..n.oo!" I piped out. The room started to move. 

"Don't play silly with me." he slapped me once more. I gasped for breath. I can't move. The door slammed open, and two security guards ran in, she saved me!  A sharp pain went through my chest as i fought to breathe.

I heard James protesting as he was being dragged out. I sighed in relief. I'm free he'll never hurt me again. 

 "I'll never let you rest in peace, remember that!" he threatened before he was dragged outand the doors slammed behind him.