Scarred (on hold)

Chapter 10...

'Giving up doesn't always mean your weak. It just means  that you're strong enough to let go.'

************************************************************************************************************ I felt my hairs stand on it's end. James. No it can't be him, he's supposed to be in jail, right? it can't be him. Can it? I shivered. I closed my eyes. I closed my eyes and chanted It can't be him. It can't be him. It can't be him. It can't be him. It can't be him. It can't ... I turned as I chanted in my head. I opened my eyes which widened in shock. James! He's actually out. He's back. He's here to kill me.

My lips trembled and my hands began to shake. He took a step forward, coming closer to me. I stepped back, I felt my back hit the car. Shit! "ww....wha..what aaa..are y..you d..doing out?" I asked him. I saw a glint of anger in his face. But he quickly plastered a smile on his face. An evil one. 

"Well,well,well, I guess my princess isn't too excited to see me now, is she?" he asked with a sneer. "Thought i'd never be out, huh? Well I am princess. You see, there's something called a bail and I got one, so i'm here." he grabbed my hand tightly. "I just had a few things to clear up and I plan on doing just that." 

I felt my eyes water, the strength he was exerting on my arm was excruciating. Can't breathe. Can't breathe. I gasped for breathe. His evil grin widened.

No! Make him go. No! No! Please someone. Please. A sharp pain ran through my chest as I gasped for breath oncemore. His other hand was on my cheek lingering for a while before slowly coming down towards my throat. He's going to kill me. I'm going to die.

"What's wrong princess? Can't breathe huh? Don't worry, soon you will never need to breathe. Do you know how hard it was to live behind that cell wall without knowing what you were doing, who you were with.  To know that some bastard had you under his arm. My girl, he took her. Jake! Don't come. Jake please don't come out. James will kill you. Please don't come.

He let go of my hand and slapped me across the face. "you slut, you decided to cheat on me with that guy. What has he got that I don't have? huh? How dare you? You're mine. Only mine.  But he dirtied you, and you cheated, so I can't have you anymore. No-one can. So say goodbye princess. Say goodbye.

I felt his fingers cup my throat. They poked into my throat. I opened my mouth to breathe, but he just tightened his fingers. I gasped for breath, yet my breath was just stuck in my throat. I felt my airway blocked. My mind started to whirl and my face started to tingle. I'm going to die. No. Please. No. My face felt heavy and my vision started to swim. My eyes widened as I tried hard to breathe. I can't breathe. The breath just don't come out. I felt tears stroll down my face as my head felt heavier and heavier. I closed my eyes, and felt my legs give up.