Nick
What was I thinking? Shi*! I shouldn't have asked her that out of the blue.. Now she would thought that I was crazy or something.
We just met for god's sake.
But, i couldn't help it. I had to ask her before someone does. I couldn't care less what people think. It was like these people here still think that the 'nobody's perfect' were just some words. One thing i realized was Christal was just so insecure. You couldn't miss that in her eyes.
I just hoped one day, she would just realize how beautiful she was. Not just the outside, but on the inside.
And now, here I was, still deeply thinking about how stupid i was asking her that question. Don't get me wrong, i didn't regret it. Not even a little. I just thought it was too fast.
I was actually waiting for her to come to the cafeteria but then i saw Jennifer walking alone.
Where was Christal?
After a few minutes, I expected Christal to walk in but then Amber came in smiling almost evilly.
Well what can I say, she's one.
I looked around, trying to find Christal somewhere.But there were none. She wouldn't sit anywhere without Jennifer, right?I was starting to feel a little worried. Was she alright? I frowned thinking she wasn't.
I was about to get up and find her but Jennifer stood up and got out. Searching for Christal I presume. Guess i wasn't the only one.
"Who you're searching for?" Shane nudged me with his elbow, smirking.
I thank Shane for not being one of the annoying people here. Honestly. He was just calm and had that 'I don't give a fu*k' vibe. Just like me.
"Nothing," I shook my head.
"Right. Right," he nodded his head, but still grinning wickedly.
"Fu*k off," I chuckled and pushed him playfully.
"So, Who is it?" He said.
"Someone.." I automatically smiled just thinking about her.
"Let me guess. The name's starts with letter 'A'" He smirked.
I went silent, thinking deeply who he was referring to.
"Dude, no idea who you're referring to," I said, shrugging my shoulders.
"Seriously? Amber!" he said, giving me the 'duhh?' face.
"Hell no! Are you even serious right now? She's annoying as fu*k," I said truthfully.
"But she's hot!" He said.
I rolled my eyes,"Didn't say she's not. But she's too clingy and annoying,"
"Couldn't agree more. So? Who's the girl then?" He asked curiously.
"Her name's Chri-" I stopped talking when I saw Jennifer rushing to pack up her things, running back to somewhere.
What really caught my eyes was the right sleeve of her shirt were covered with red color. It was pretty obvious since her shirt was white. Even though she rolled up her sleeves, i didn't miss the red stain.
Maybe it was blood?
Even if it was, perhaps it was Christal's blood?
Fu*k!
I immediately stood up, almost stumbling over the chair and walking fast towards where Jennifer went out a few moments ago.
"Dude! Where you going?" Shane shouted.
I obviously ignored him and continued walking.
I looked furiously around, angry that i couldn't find Christal after a few minutes of searching.
She must be somewhere.
I leaned my back to the lockers and hit my head slightly.
I was probably overthinking. Maybe Christal was alright? Maybe it was just a misunderstanding? Maybe it was just a red paint on Jennifer's shirt?
But fu*k i had to see her!
I had to see her myself that she was okay without a slight scratch.
"Need a distraction?" a voice said.
I opened my eyes, and saw Amber standing in front of me.
Shi* i didn't need this right now.
"Oh, Sup Amber," I said.
"Hey," She smiled, batting her eyelashes.
And there we go again. She started to talk about her daily life.
I internally groaned.
All i had to do was just faking my smile and my laugh. But my eyes always wandered around, hoping to see Christal anywhere.
"Look Amber, I have to go now. I was actually looking for someone. I'll talk to you later," I said.
"No no, you haven't heard what my sister did this morning. You know she was eating this cereal, like usual-"
And she started to talk about a funny story. Which wasn't really that funny. I almost thought she just made that up just to talk to me.
So i blocked out everything she said, and just laughed. Fake laughed. Hoping she'd realize how uninterested I was. But she didn't.
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