July. 14th, 2017
12:30am
You will never understand my pain.
This plain that sits inside my chest slowly choking me as I try to push it away.
You'll never know how much it hurts knowing! Just knowing you'll never fit in anywhere! No matter how hard you try.
Then you think to yourself "This is going well. I think it'll work" Ha-Ha no it won't. You then again realize you don't fit in. You never have no matter how bloody hard you try you'll never fit it.
No one will know you have this-This pain in your chest no one will ever understand! Understand your wretched pain that you have to go through every single day. Every day you don't know how long it will just keep going inside your head.
I cry, I scream, I plea but it goes silent to deaf ears. This is was it is like to have anxiety you can't get help with. More like you don't understand how to get help with it.
Why is it when I feel nothing at all is bothering me I write the most dreadful things that come inside my head?
Goodnight.
YOU ARE READING
~Good Day~ | ~Bad Day~
DiversosLittle things I have written along with Daily updates for myself. Won't always be everyday. Thank You. This book is done. I've moved on. Thank you
