Tuesday, June. 6th 2017
1:27am
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Self lesson to learn. Don't write at 1:00 in the morning. You break your mind.
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Why is it that I make all of these connections with people yet in the end everyone leaves me? It happens year after year after year.
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Where's the point of friendship when it just ends right in front of you. When you thought it would last but it just gets severed just like that.
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I'm sick. I'm sick of it. I've come to realize with myself I can no longer go to people for comfort when they're just going to leave me in the end. Everyone tries to help one another but in the end they are just to busy to help. When they realize I'm no longer relevant to them.
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I've lost a lot of people this way. They just stop taking to me completely. I'm no longer "needed" in their lives.
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What did I do to you?! What made you want to do this to me?! I try so hard to connect with you! Be friends with you but in the end you just throw me away?!?! When will you ever realize it hurts!!! I hurts to be left out! To be forgotten!!! To know no one wants you in their group, in their life, cause you're an outcast!!
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An outcast who has so many things wrong with them self they can't comprehend it any more. They want their permanent sickness to end but truly they know it never will end.
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I'm just gonna get thrown away just like I always do. Be thrown away and forgotten. I think if I just slip away from everyone they wouldn't even realize it.
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Is it true everything ends when hope is gone? Because if so, they're gone now. They're little hope has slipped away.
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Does it?
YOU ARE READING
~Good Day~ | ~Bad Day~
AcakLittle things I have written along with Daily updates for myself. Won't always be everyday. Thank You. This book is done. I've moved on. Thank you
