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BritOlsen: glowin' baby. creds as always to my lover: @lukeblack
"Don't go." Luke groaned, wrapping his arms around my waist to pull me back on top of him. I giggled against his chest and straddled his waist. "I've got an hour before work and you don't have class until noon." He smirked, sneaking his hands down to my ass.
"Are you ever satisfied?" I rolled my eyes and he winked.
"You always satisfy me, babe. That's why I can't get enough." He chuckled, placing his lips on my neck. I curved my body against his and leaned down to connect my lips with his in a slow kiss. His right hand ran up to my waist and he squeezed softly. "I love you so fucking much."
It was a quick morning fuck and we both didn't want to get up. He dragged me into the shower and I washed his body and he washed my hair. Luke told me he loved me a million times and I finally had to tell him to stop. He had a photography client he had to get to and I didn't want him to be late. He loved photography, and I knew I couldn't always be his subject. I want him to explore it because even though he loved personal training, his heart laid with photography.
He's been working more, training and shooting. I liked it though. We both had things to do. I had school and research and he had his work and school. We came together at the end of the day and sometimes we went to dinner or to the mall and on occasions we went to the movies. I was really in love with him and I finally felt myself being happy. I couldn't lose Luke again and I couldn't be hurt again.
We had a solid foundation now. We had each other and there wasn't really anything else that could happen to tear us apart. We wanted a future together and he was constantly telling about plans he had. After I finished school and he had a growing business. Everything was going in a good direction.
Amelia came over while Luke was working and she helped me with homework and I helped her with hers. Graduate school was kicking my ass and everyone knew it. It was hard and I was tired. All the time. I was run down and exhausted but I couldn't let it get in the way of the life I was building.
"I am so content with just having a bachelors at this point." Amelia groaned, slamming her computer shut. She had a 30 page synopsis to write and she had no direction. I tried to help her but even I couldn't get it. "I'm ordering food." She mumbled, pulling her phone out. "You want anything?"
"I always do." I grinned wide. "I think I'm supposed to get my period soon." I groaned, stretching my back before laying on the couch.
"I feel like you haven't had it in forever." She said nonchalantly and I looked at her with wide eyes. It's been a month, I'm positive. "You have sex like everyday and I know Luke's a freak but I feel like that's a line he'd draw." She laughed and I nodded. He told me he really loved me and he's sorry I had to go through it but he couldn't do it. I almost died laughing when we had that conversation.
"It hasn't been that long. We've only been back together for a couple months." I shrugged. "Don't try and make me feel weird. I have perfectly normal periods."
"Yea, when you have one." She snorted, shaking her head. "Just wait, with the way you two are you're gonna end up pregnant in no time."
"I am not! I'm on the pill."
"My Dad is your pharmacist and he says you haven't picked up your prescription in a month."
"I still have pills-" I groaned, covering my face. "I forgot to take them." I mumbled, sitting up slowly. "Well now I'm fucking paranoid!" I whined, jumping up to go into the bathroom. I opened the medicine cabinet and looked at my prescription. It was 2 months old and I still had half. I'm irresponsible, that's for sure. "That doesn't mean I'm pregnant." I grumbled.
"I hope he pulled out!" Amelia laughed and I shook my head, leaving the pills out while I looked around my cabinets for the box of tests I always kept on hand. My Mom always told me it was good to keep them in the house, you never know when you need one. "Dude, I was totally kidding. You're probably fine."
"Well we just need to be sure." I sighed, opening the rectangular box and pulled out one of the sticks, glancing over the instructions. Amelia sat on the counter while I peed and then we both waited 2 minutes. It was positive. I took another one and then another one. 2 out of the 3 were positive. "I mean, ones negative. That could mean something, right?"
"Yea, it's wrong. Dude you're fucking pregnant." She laughed, wickedly satisfied by the situation.
"Shut up," I shook my head, sighing while I ran my hand through my hair. "This was not supposed to happen. We aren't ready for this."
"Baby, I'm home!" His booming voice broke through the walls and Amelia and I both rushed to clear off the counter. She wrapped the tests in one of his t-shirts from the laundry basket and put the under the counter while I ran down the hall. "Hey!" He grinned when he saw me and I smiled back, walking into the kitchen. "No kiss? I missed you today." He pouted and I bit my lip, walking up to him to give him a slow kiss. "There's my girl." He wrapped his hands around my waist and continued to kiss me but it ended when Amelia came out and sighed loud. "I forgot you had company." He chuckled.
"Luke, hey! Hi! Long time no see." She rushed out, her hands fiddling in front of her. I need her to calm the hell down.
"I saw you yesterday." He chuckled, looking between both of us. "What's going on?"
"Nothing." We both said and he furrowed his eyebrows, not buying either of our lies.
"Brit," he raised his eyebrows and glared at me. "What the shit did you do?"
"Well, it's not really what I did, per say." I cleared my throat and Amelia and I both looked at him. "But, we will have to talk about it at a further time."
"Why are you talking like Siri? I'm really worried."
"Would you look at the time?" Amelia said loudly. "I have to get home." She rushed to get her things and I groaned when she slammed the door shut to leave me alone with a lot on my mind and a curious boyfriend.
"Baby, what is it?" Luke curled his hand around my wrist and I frowned, wondering if he'd still care this much if I told him the truth. "As long as you still love me, nothing's gonna matter."
"But this does matter. It matters a lot. It matters so much that I don't even know if we're ready to understand how it matters."
"Please, explain because I didn't understand any of that."
"Go look under the sink." I told him and confused and slightly frustrated, he went and it only took him a second before he came back with one of the sticks and a shocked look on his face.
