Broken Stone

Chapter Ten

I sat on the couch crying. dally must have gone outide to se me because i heard loud footsteps and heavy breathing right outside of the door. I ran over to the door and locked it. I heard him try to turn the doorknob. I pushed a chair from the kitchen up against it. I ran over to the back window and threw it open. I put half my body out of it then looked at the door. i still heard the doorknob jerking. What am I doing? I thought to myself. I love him. But I just want to be alone.

I went out the window and creeped around the side of the house.I looked in the front yard. he was still at the front door but wasn't trying to open the door.

He pounded him fist against the door. "Nevaeh! Open the door. we can talk. What's the matter?" He shouted at the door. 

I tried to run the other way to a park i could see. He must have heard me or seen me. He looked in my direction and started running after me. I kicked off my shoes and just ran in my socks. I ran as fast as i could. I put my hand over my stomach because it started to hurt. I must have slowed down because Dally picked me up. He made sure he didn't squeeze me too hard. Then he put me down and turned me to him. I stood there quiet, then fainted in his arms.

I don't know if it was stress or the pregnancy, but i just blacked out. I don't even know what happened. I just wanted to get out. My body was running but my heart was telling me to stay. It felt like I was being torn apart.

When I woke up I saw Dally. He was sitting by the edge off the hospital bed i was laying in. It looked like he was crying.

"Were you crying.......for me?" I asked him.

"Partily for you." He stoped and looked away from me. "Partily for the baby."

I sat up quick and put my hand on my stomach. "What about the baby?"

He started to cry again. "There is none. You Miscarried it." 

I started to cry. I didn't want this baby at first but now I had come to look foward to it.

"The docotr said it's rare to lose it so soon. He said maybe the egg started to form wrong or something. But with my luck the one in a mllion chance happened to this one." 

I put my hand one the to of his head because he had put his face down on the bed. I still held my stoach even though there was nothing there. "Did he say I may have killed it?" I asked him.

"How?" He looked up.

"When I fainted. Didn't i land on my stomach?"

"No, but the fall could have killed it." He was so upset i was shocked.

"I'm sorry," I cried harder.

"It's not your fault," he hugged me.

I didn't know how we would tell the guys. The day we tell them the news we lose the news. Now my life was definetly shit.

I had to stay in the hospital because the doctor felt that the stress of the news would cause me to faint again.

"I figured as much," Dally said when the doctor left.

"That I'd have to stay?"

"No, that we lost it,"

"Why?"

"Because when you fainted, there was a big pool of blood. I thought you got hurt. But there were no cuts. I knew it. I just didn't want to believe it."

"You really cared."

"I did. Your right I did." He started laughing. "I, Dallas Winston, cared." He was laughing histrically.

"I'm going back to Neww York,"

"What?!" He turned around so quick.

"My dad died Dally. I'm going to arrange the funeral. I'm all he has."

Dally sat back down. "I understand but promise you'll come back, after the fineral."

"And some healing time. I just lost my dad and my baby." 

"Maybe next time we see each other, we can try for another baby," He grinned.

I grinned back. "Maybe," 

Then he kissed me. Not like he wanted something. Like he loved me. and i loved it.