"I will start fresh, be someone new. It's the only way I'll make it through." I repeated to myself as I stared at my reflection in the mirror.
I was getting ready to officially start my new life. No revenge, no ties to my past holding my back.. I could finally move on.. Officially with Stiles. It was still unbelievable to think that I could ever find someone who makes me want to go back to the best version of myself. It was an amazing feeling and I never wanted to loose it.
Right now, things were going great with Stiles. I knew that eventually I would have to tell him about my being an Alpha, but I would wait until the time was right. Besides, we have other problems to deal with besides my telling Stiles the truth about me.
For one, Derek was a new Alpha and two Lydia was in the hospital. Not to mention, according to Scott and Allison, whom I told about my little secret since she was now in on everything, her dad found out about them. So they were forced to sneak around.
Lucky for me, her parents are too blind and occupied with Scott and Derek that they have no other time to be investigating any of Allison's other friends. They're so busy keeping her and Scott apart that they're letting the obvious pass them by. Which wasn't a bad thing for me.
"Hey everything all right?" I heard Stiles ask me from behind while I nodded my head.
"Yeah.." I smiled lightly. "Come on, we should really get going to the hospital..It'd be nice if Lydia had us there when she wakes up."
"What about Scott and Allison?" Stiles raised an eyebrow at me while he wrapped his arms around my waist.
You know, ever since we got together which was only like a couple of days ago or so, he had been a little bit more confident. It was funny because he told me that I was his first girlfriend, to which i laugh because it was kind of hard to believe no one would ever want to go out with Stiles.
He was funny, smart, a complete gentlemen, I mean like i've said before, who wouldn't want him as a boyfriend.? Well set aside from everything that was going wrong in our lives right now, Stiles was the only good thing. He kept me grounded...
in a sense, he was like the light to my darkness. He made me want to be good...
"Come on, let's go." I smiled at Stiles while he grabbed my hand and we left my house to go to the hospital where Lydia was at.
*
Right now I was inside the room with Lydia keeping her company as Stiles was asleep on the chairs outside. Her dad and Ms.McCall were outside talking about Lydia and how her recovery was a miracle. We were all relieved and a little bit shocked at the same time since...
none of us knew what was going on with Lydia.
If she wasn't a werewolf...
what the hell was she..?
"So..feeling any better..?" I asked her quietly as I smiled at her, handing her one of the magazines I brought her.
As weird as it was, it was like this whole freak accident thing with Peter had brought me and Lydia closer. I could consider her and Allison my best girl friends, well only since I don't really consider anyone else at school a close friend. Lydia was a strong girl, she'd make it through this. The bad thing was though that she shouldn't have to be going through this.