"Ketamine..?" Scott asked Deaton curiously as we all stood in his clinic. Right now, we were trying to find something that could help us with Jackson later on tonight.
Deaton nodded his head while placing the bottle of ketamine on the table with a large needle. "It's the same exact thing we use on dogs. If you get close enough to Jackson, it should slow him down and buy you some time.." Deaton looked to me before sliding the bottle and needle over to me. "This part is for you Savannah."
"What?!" Stiles looked at him like he was crazy. "You want her to get up close to Jackson?!"
"I can do it.." I whispered while picking up the bottle. Stiles looked at me like I was crazy as he tried talking me out of it, telling me that it was an awful idea. He looked to Scott and Deaton for some help but they didn't show much support. Both Deaton and Scott knew that I could handle myself if push came to shove. Unfortunately, I'm still being a chicken by dragging this whole telling Stiles thing out.
"Savannah....-" Stiles tried arguing with me but I silenced him by placing a kiss on his lips. I pulled away, smiling at him slightly as he was pink. Probably due to the fact that we had just kissed in front of Deaton and Scott, who I really didn't care saw our little moment.
"Stiles, I can protect myself...I'll be fine...Promise..." I smiled at him while he sighed, knowing that there was no way he was going to talk me out of helping. "I'll be back..just need to grab something from my house...i'll meet you back at Scott's."
Stiles looked at me like I was crazy before grabbing my hand and looking at me. "what could possibly be so important that you need to go to your house? In case you forget Savannah, Jackson is out there killing people...what happens if he gets you and no one is there..."
"i'll be fine...just trust me.." I told him before kissing him. "Besides, I just need to grab something real quick then i'll meet you at Scott's..."
I left without giving him another second to try and talk me into staying. I really did just need to grab something important from home before meeting them to go to the rave. I know it's dumb to be splitting up right now but...I really needed to get this thing for Stiles..
It was kind of important..
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"You okay..?" I heard Stiles ask behind me while I turned around and looked at him. I just simply nodded my head while sighing out loud.
Right now we were outside the warehouse where the Rave was being held. Stiles was getting the thing that Deaton gave him to make the barrier that was suppose to keep Jackson and whoever was controlling him from leaving, while I just stood at the front of his jeep consumed in my own thoughts.
"Yeah...just...a bit worried..." I had my arms crossed in front of my chest while Stiles walked over to me, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me close. I closed my eyes as I leaned into his touch, appreciating the moments alone we had together.
Stiles looked down at me and smiled slightly before asking me what was wrong. "What's got you all worried?" I tried lying to him, tried telling him that there was nothing wrong but Stiles knew better. "You've got a frown line on your cute little forehead whenever something's on your mind...so...want to try that again..?"
I sighed in defeat before unwrapping myself from Stiles arms and running a hand down my face. "It's just...there's going to be a fight, you know it, I know it, everyone knows it...blood will spill and..I can't stand the thought of loosing you..."
Stiles gave me a slightly confused look. "What are you talking about? You're not going to loose me..."
I shook my head and backed away as he tried to reach for me. "It's just...if you knew half the things I've done...you'd never look at me the same...I..I can't loose you too...the..th..the thought, I cannot bare to think of it.."
Stiles walked straight up to me, putting his hands on each side of my face before pulling me in and placing a kiss on my lips. I wasted no time in responding eagerly while Stiles put in the same amount of eagerness as me. We stood there kissing each other, pulling each other close as I could feel his heart beating against my chest. I didn't even know if we could pull each other closer since there was no more space between us. I don't know what came over me but all I could think about was how there's no telling when my last moment with Stiles would be.
and I sure as hell dont want to spend it talking about saving Jackson, or with even Scott being there. I know that makes me sound selfish but all I want is Stiles, every single second of every single day. I slowly pulled away, catching my breath as I smiled up at Stiles.
"Wow..." Stiles smiled at me. I didn't say anything, actually all I did was reach into my pocket and pull something out. I placed it in Stiles hand, closing it and placing a kiss on it. Stiles looked at me a bit confused before opening it to reveal a necklace. "Oh my gosh..." Stiles held it up as he admired the pendant that was around it.
"I heard somewhere that..a talisman is believed to contain certain magical properties that would provide good luck for the possessor or possibly offer protection from evil or harm..." I took a deep breath while Stiles admired the necklace. The pendant was of a half crescent moon with a wolf that appeared to be howling at it. I know it's cliche but... that pendant brought hope in my life when I thought there was none. "I found that a long time ago when i was lost..It kept me safe during my darkest times and...I wanted you to have it...I know it's stupid but...knowing you're wearing it will have me at ease..." I tired saying until Stiles interrupted me with a kiss.
"it's perfect..thank you.." Stiles placed a kiss on my lips before pulling away and putting the necklace on, letting it hang from his neck.
"Stiles, I...-" I began trying to say but Stiles interrupted me, smiling at me and giving my hand a squeeze.
"I know..." Stiles placed a kiss on my lips, letting me know that I didn't have to say the words that i've been terrified to say out loud since he already knew. He didn't need to hear me say it out loud because he knew.. I nodded my head while holding the ketamine in my hands. I gave Stiles one last look before making my way to the entrance.