Turning Page♥ (Stiles Stilinski/Teen Wolf Fanfic)[Book 2]

Club Can't Handle Me Right Now

I sat there, thinking. Just thinking. I hadn't even noticed that I hadn't let in any breath or even blinked. I was so consumed in my thoughts. I was thinking about everything. 

Stiles. 

Jackson and this whole Kanima crap. 

My werewolf side that i've done a hell of a good job keeping at bay so far. 

Just everything.. 

It was getting harder and harder everyday. It seemed like a never ending cycle of pain and confusion. With each passing second, I seemed to be loosing it. I seemed to be slipping closer to the edge... I seemed to be loosing... 

control. 

It was getting harder and harder to keep my secret from Stiles. I know I have to tell him, I know that I'm dragging this out for far too long but... 

I'm scared. 

What happens after I tell Stiles? Would he still love me..? Or would he hate me for the monster that I know that I really am...because no amount of makeup or masks could ever hide...hide my shame and doubt... 

"you okay?" 

I was suddenly pulled out of my thoughts by the sound of Stiles voice. My eyes looked over at him as he entered his room, carrying two cups of coffee. Caffeine is my human side's weakness. I smiled at him as I took the cup from him, taking a couple of sips in. 

"You worried?" He asked me while I just sighed. 

I mean of course I was worried. Why wouldn't I be worried? 

"No.." I quickly shook my head. "Well...yeah..but more for you than me..or anyone else for that matter..." I let out a sharp sigh. 

Stiles walked over to his bed, grabbing my cup and setting it down before taking a seat next to me. "You know everything's going to be okay right...? Everything's going to be okay in the end...We'll get through this whole Jackson Kanima thing just like we got through Scott being a werewolf and Peter..." I didn't look at him, he wasn't understanding. 

"If something was to happen to you...I'd literally kill the person who did it...because they would have done something to the one person who...." I paused for a second before looking at Stiles. "it would kill me to loose..." 

Stiles smiled at me slightly before cupping my face in his hands. "You're never going to loose me." 

I couldn't help but smile through my watery eyes as Stiles brought our lips together. I felt a spark go running throughout my whole entire body. I smiled into the kiss before placing my hands on top of his, bringing him closer to me as he pulled back and looked at me surprised. 

I just smirked at him before pulling him back into me and attacking him with kisses. Stiles seemed to be enjoying the moment since by the sound of his rising heart beat, I could tell he was more than itching to have things escalated quickly.