Turning Page♥ (Stiles Stilinski/Teen Wolf Fanfic)[Book 2]

See the Worse... Part 1

Stiles Point of View

"I didn't mean to hurt you..." 

"you have never trusted me" 

"And i'll never trust you again." 

How could Savannah lie to me..? 

I thought she loved me as much as I loved her. Sure she never said it out loud but she didn't have to..
I knew how she felt. At least I thought I did. 

I don't even know anymore. 

All I feel right now is my entire body ready to break apart. Sure they call it heartbreak, there's a billion songs written about it but, why call it heartbreak when your entire body feels like it's ready to fall apart. I don't even know how I'm supposed to go on anymore. What am I supposed to do with the hole in my chest? How am I supposed to get up and pretend like everything is all right? Am I supposed to tell Savannah it's all right she lied to my face and then act like everything is okay? Because it's not. How am I ever supposed to trust her again? I thought what was true, turned out to be nothing but a lie. I thought Savannah was the one person who would never hurt me... 

Turns out everyone is going to hurt you. 

"Stiles? Stiles." Scott broke me from my thoughts as I nodded my head at him. "You okay man?" 

I nodded my head while looking at Lydia's party, which now was a little bit more lively. When we first got here, it looked pretty dead. I mean, everyone thought she was the town wack job so there's no surprise why no one came. Somehow Allison managed to convince us to help her though since we're kind of the reason she's the town nut job now. Scott used his co-captain lacrosse status to bring the team while I called some of the drag queens and people we met at The Jungle. Now, Lydia's party was in full effect as everyone started coming from school once they heard that people actually showed up. 

I looked across towards where Allison and Savannah were hanging out, drinking the punch that Lydia was shoving in everyone's face since the beginning of the night. I sighed to myself before looking at Scott sitting down in the lawn chair all pitifully. "So are you going to apologize to Allison or...?" I questioned him as I took another sip of the punch. 

"Why would I apologize..?" Scott raised an eyebrow. 

"Because you're a guy. It's what we do." I shrugged my shoulders.

"But I didn't do anything wrong?" 

"Then you should definitely apologize. You see, anytime that the guy thinks he hasn't done anything wrong means that he's definitely done something wrong." 

Scott let out an annoying sound. "I'm not apologizing." 

"Is that the full moon talking buddy?" I asked him with my regular amount of sarcasm. 

"Probably.." Scott sighed. "Have you apologized to Savannah?"