Ashley's pov
I sat in my assigned bunk and listened. I bit my lip as I heard it again. It was Black Veil Brides' first day on tour and everyone was still settling in. I had finished setting out my stuff already since I was always the one who brought the least.
Andy had the bunk above mine and just like on any tour I've been on with BVB Andy was once again crying. I knew why and after all these years I still felt the guilt. Gosh I had broken him. My mind often wondered off to how everything would've been if I had stayed or even how it would've been if he and I never met. When it did, my mind was clouded with dark thoughts. 7 years ago I thought he was fine. But now I know he's not.
I was pulled away from my thoughts as another whimper was to be heard from the bunk above mine. Should I talk to him? In all these years Andy and I had had little to no conversations. We only talked on interviews or band meetings. Andy had told Jinxx, CC and Jake that we just never really got along and to be truly honest, that hurt me. I thought about it and decided this had to change. We needed to talk.
I crawled out of my bunk and looked around in the bunk area. Nobody was to be seen. I quickly opened the curtain to Andy's bunk only to see him curled up in his blankets. He looked up at me and what I saw hurt me. His eyes were red and puffy, his hair was a total mess, his lower lip had multiple biting marks on there and trails of tears were visible on his cheeks.
I saw that he was trying to talk but it seemed as if his breath got caught in his throat every time he made an attempt. "We should talk" I said, making him furrow his brows. He shook his head no. "We do. You're a mess" I told him truthfully. "Am not" He managed to get out. I sighed as I reached for him but he pulled away. "Andy.. Trust me. I won't hurt you anymore, I promise" I whispered. He looked me in the eyes as his filled up with tears again. He then leaned into my hand, allowing me to cup his cheek. "Missed you" He whispered, making my lips curl up in a sad smile. "Baby.." I started, making him look up at me again. "Scoot over" I then told him. He nodded and did as I said.
I took one more look around before crawling into his bunk and closing the curtain behind me. He sat there, cross-legged, looking at me with his big innocent eyes. "Talk to me" I told him. He looked down, fiddling with his fingers. I frowned and grabbed both of his hands, making him look up at me. "Stop. Don't be nervous to talk to me... It's just me, Andy" I whispered the last part. He shrugged. "I-I loved you.. I would've done anything. Literally anything. Yet you didn't even talk to me about it. Why? Did I do something? Did you want to break up with me? You could've stayed with me and my mom" I opened my mouth to answer but he cut me off.
"Wanna hear a story?" He then asked. I cocked a brow at him. "Andy this isn't the time for stories" I responded. "Doesn't matter. You'll love it, I'm sure" He said. I eventually nodded. "So there once was this boy. Let's call him Levi. Levi was 14 and was being bullied and had no friends. His dad had just left him and his mom so he had a very hard time at home too. Every time he was alone, wich was very often, his mind wondered off to a dark place. He thought and did things he didn't even knew existed before. Then a new boy came to his school. Although this boy, who we will call Matt, dressed the same and acted the same like Levi, people seemed to like him and Levi hated him for that. Then one day everything changed. Levi was being beaten up by his regular bullies and Matt noticed. Matt came up for Levi and just like that, their friendship begun. After what had been a few months, they fell in love and started a relationship. They went on dates to McDonalds, slept in trucks, kissed under cherryblossom trees and eventually told their parents. They had a great relationship that lasted for exactly 5years. And on that very day, Matt left. He left Levi behind and broke him. Not only his heart but everything about him. In just two months alot of things happened. Levi went through depression, was developing an eating disorder, had insomnia and tried to commit suicide three times. He thought his life was oficially over. Very soon, too soon for his liking, Levi had to go to collage. Guess what? He got bullied. He got harrased. He got beaten. He got assaulted. And the only one thing lingered on Levi's mind was Matt. That very year, Levi dropped out of collage and moved to LA. He started a band. A few years later, Matt joined his band. Matt and Levi never talked until one very specific day. Levi already knew how this would end and he knew neither of them would like it" Andy ended his story. I bit my lip, seeing as he was still crying. It hurt me. Alot.
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Andley Oneshots
FanfictionAshley oneshots because why not lmao ^~^ Smut, fluff, andy dom, ashley dom, This is a bit of everything actually. If you have any requests leave them in a comment and I'll try my best!