I woke up with a migraine. Great.
I was confused why I was in Blake's room and then I remembered.
We went to the party and then came here, made out, he asked me out, and now we're boyfriends.
And that's actually really exciting.I got my hoodie on and slightly shook Blake.
"Hey," I whispered, "I'm going to go home. I'll see you tomorrow at school."He yawned. "I can take you home."
I shook my head. "No, I'll walk."
He closed his eyes. "Okay. I love you."
He rolled over."I love you too." I said. "Bye."
"Bye."
I walked through his living room and said bye to his mom before walking out the front door.
I put my hood up, hoping it would block out the sunlight. Luckily, it did.
I pulled out my phone and decided to call Shadin.
No answer.It was noon. She should be up. But maybe her phone was dead? Or she lost it? Who knows.
I continued walking home.
I could try to call her later.I decided to stop by the corner store and get something to eat. I saw Lindsey at the counter. I didn't know she worked here.
I put my stuff up there and she scanned them.
"Lindsey, have you seen Shadin since last night?"
She shook her head. "She dropped me off and went home."
I sighed. "I tried calling her and she didn't pick up."
Lindsey shrugged. "Dead phone?"
"That's what I thought."
"I'm sure you'll get ahold of her soon. Whether it's on the phone or you'll see her at school." She pointed to the screen. "$6.89."
I gave her the money and said goodbye and started walking home again.
Maybe Lindsey was right...maybe I would see Shadin soon.
I looked at the infinity symbol inked into my wrist.
Maybe...
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Against Myself.
Aktuelle LiteraturCole Jennings. I'm transgender. I've been contemplating coming out to my family ever since I was about 12. One day, on New year's, I decided to come out. And everything changed. TW: Mentions of rape!! Rated mature for: Mentions/description of rape...