Midnights nears
And a moon shines
its light
directly towards my pain
and so
Im unable to hideMy phone in hand
As if I'm holding on to hope
Awaiting your texts
Anticipating your call
As if to prove that I matter
To youIt won't happen
A thought that sounds like a whisper
To my heart
Pistol aimed at my head
Bullets made of disappointment
Penetrating through my smile
A smile that originally thought
Was Bullet proofToday was difficult
And tonight is equally the same
As my body trembles
Under the weight of my own heartache
Midnight nears and I'm alone
With the moon
Regretting the day that allowed you
in

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that's Y I wrote iT.
PoetryDrink up~ the loneliness. Broken.~ Crushed.~ Shattered.~ Torn.~ Explore my deepest.. We have to lose grip and lose ourselves to realise things, accept the changes even if it takes someone so precious to let go and break you in pieces I remember bei...