Unnecessary (Jamilton Soulmate AU)

I'll see you on the other side

(John's POV)

Alex and Thomas had been dating for two weeks now.
I couldn't do it any more.
He was my soulmate.
And I could never have him...

I was standing in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror.
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...
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I was stoned out of my mind. I had written a very long, very depressing suicide note...

Dear Whoever Cares,

Alexander Hamilton is my soulmate. But I'm not his soulmate. I kissed him. I can see colors.
They're amazing.
Alexander's hair is the most beautiful brown with amazing highlights.
His eyes are so amazing...
Alexander, if you're reading this, I love you.
Don't grieve on me forever.
You have a soulmate.
And I know he loves you.
I leave my possessions to Hercules Mulligans, Marie‑Joseph Paul Yves Roch Gilbert du Motier de La Fayette, and Alexander Hamilton. They may come to my apartment and claim whatever they wish.
I love you, Alex... and Laf... and Herc...
You've all helped me come out of my shell.

I'll see you on the other side.

Sincerely,
John Laurens

I examined myself in the mirror.
"He'll never love you..." I muttered, running my fingers through my hair.
I sighed and looked down. The room started spinning...
"God..." I muttered. I felt tears come to my eyes.
'I can't do this anymore...' I thought, grabbing a pill bottle. I don't know what they were, but I felt drousy after five.
My vision started to blur after ten...
And I lost all consciousness after sixteen.

I'll see you on the other side...

((257 words))

((Sorry it's short...))

((And sad...))

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((ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ It's only gunna get worse!!ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ))