Disconnected

Finding Out

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I wake up to my mom in my face. "So uh, did you and Luke have fun last night? My mom asks. "I already told you we had fun mom." I tell her going back to sleep. She leaves to work and I immediately get out of my bed. I text Luke.

Bestie Luke🌻💕😂~

*Hey Luke.*

*Hey babe*

*So wyd?*

*Nothing. Let's do something together today.*

*Like what?*

*Lets go to the Movies.*

*To see what?*

*I'll surprise you.*

We leave the text at that. I get dressed and Luke knocks on the door handing me the movie tickets. "How long have you had these tickets?" I ask giggling. "I had them since last week. I was waiting for you to finally say yes." He says.

We get into Luke's car and we drive to the movie theater.

When we get inside, I notice what we're watching. It's a fricken movie with people having sex! "Erm Luke?..." I say. "You'll enjoy it." Luke smirks. I heart really stops beating now. I can't move. Luke leans in to kiss my cheek and I unfreeze for a moment. "I think you'll finally get my message too." Luke whispers in my ear. My body shivers.

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Once the movie is over, I can't even get up from my seat. Honestly, I think I have the same shocked face as when the movie first started. "Let's go." Luke says taking my hand. I follow him ad we go home.

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I sit on my couch thinking of what Luke might do or say. "Are you okay? Did I like, startle you?" He asks concerned. I have nothing to say. He scoots closer to me. "Hello? Ra-" I cut him off by kissing him. He lays me down. "Rach. Are you sure? You don't have to." He says. I think deeply. "Rach?" I can't help but stare into his eyes for me to say yes. I kiss his cheek as a yes.

I go upstairs and he follows me. He lays me down on my bed and he starts kissing me. He kisses my neck and starts sucking it. I moan, but my self conscious is telling me to stop, but Luke's movements are telling me yes. He places his cold hands on my waist and I let out a little gasp. "Sorry." He says and starts to pull down my pants. I close my eyes while he does. "Are you-" "yes I'm sure yes!" I say. "Um ok."

I take off my shirt and all I have on are my bra and underwear. "Ready?" Luke asks me. "R- ready." I answer. He slides my underwear off. I put my blanket over my body. "It's okay babe." Luke comforts me. He gently pulls the blanket over the both of us so I can be more comfortable. He takes his pants off along with his underwear and puts on a condom. He slides into me and I let out a quiet yelp. "Does it hurt? Should I stop?" He asks. "Just keep going until it ends." I say and he thrusts.

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"Fuck!" I scream while he's thrusting. "Yea you like it?!" Luke says thrusting faster. I nod with pleasure. He grabs my waist and brings my back closer to his chest and grinding on me. I moan louder. Then he thrusts harder and faster into me.

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Once it's over, Luke and I pant next to each other. "Wow." Luke says. I turn over to face him. "Yeah. Wow." I say. He leans over to kiss me. I'm just wondering if we're a thing or not. I'm just gonna put that aside and say that we're not and that he just wants to mess with my brain. "Should we put our clothes on now?" I giggle. "Yeah. But put on your shorts. They look sexy on you." He smirks. "Shut up." I say playfully.

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*Next day*

Luke is gone and I'm thinking of our long session. "RACHEL HEATHER LYNNE!" I hear my mom yell. "Yes mom?" I ask while I hear her stomping upstairs. "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!" She asks holding up a condom package. "It's nothing! I don't know what it's doing there." I lie. "NO YOU DO KNOW RACHEL!" She yells coming closer to me. "Oh and guess what I found," she says putting on gloves. "What's this? Oh a condom?!" She says. "MOM I SWEAR! Nothing happened! I was here! ALL BY MYSELF!" I lie again. "RACHEL! If you don't tell me the truth right now, then you're just gonna have to leave! Tell me the truth now, and things will go easy!" She explains. I sit up and I huff out big air. "Mom... see I was too caught up in the moment... I'm so sorry mom..." I start to cry. "Who did you do this with? Luke? Calum?" She asks. "L-Luke." I confess. "You're grounded for two weeks and you're never NOT EVER going to see Luke again." She says and leave. "NO MOM! Please! I still want to see Luke! He's my best friend mom! MY BEST FRIEND! Please! I'll be grounded for a month! No two months! Please!" I beg to my knees crying. "No." She says and walks out. I stay there bawling my eyes out. What is wrong with me.

I lost the one thing I mostly loved.

Luke...