Perfect Nightmare

Chapter 7

I can't believe that she is here and she has the nerve to talk to me. She has the nerve to look at me and to show her face here like nothing happened. Everything happened that year and she know about it why would she. I remember us being close but everything change because of that year. I still have nightmare about that night like I am living it every dream and every day but I am. I used to be so happy and not be so scared of something like that happening again.

I was in the kitchen drinking as beer while my other hand was on the counter. I have so many mixed emotions right now I just want to cry and tell myself that it going to be alright but I know it not.

"Slow down there you're going to get drunk." Colton said coming next to me.

"That the point." I said finishing my beer.

"What happened back there" Colton got in front of me crossing his arms over his chest which made his biceps flex.

I bit my lip. Why does he want to know? For shore I am not telling him anything about my past. All I know is that he could tell everyone.

"nothing." I said looking everywhere but not at him.

"You're lying." He said.

Oh my god is he going to drop this. I don't want to talk about that bitch. I moved past him but he stopped me by putting his hand on my elbow.

"You know I am going to find out." He said.

Oh shit. If he finds out he is going to laugh at me. He is going to tell everyone he knows and they are all going to laugh at me. They will never talk to me. Colton will think that I am pathetic. I just started a new life here why does she have to show up and ruin everything.

I looked at Colton as I gave him my best fake smile I said. "Good luck with that." I pulled my arm out of his grip and walked out.

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I was in my dorm listening to music while reading my scheduler for my classes. I only have next week before I start class. I can't wait to actually start class. I used to hate going to school, waking up early in the morning and.....well that was the only thing I hated waking up early. I loved seeing my friends and doing some work. I know call me a nerd but I don't care.

I picked up my scheduler and looked at it one more time.

On Monday:

History

Writing

Tuesday:

History

Writing

Thursday:

History

So only on Thursday's I have one class and on Monday's and Tuesday's I have two classes. I just hope that I don't have Colton in any of my classes. It's bad enough that I deal with him at parties and when I hag out with Jess and the rest but having him in any class I think I would just kill him and say it was an accident. I don't think anybody will care...maybe the girls would but I think the guys won't care.

I was brought out of my thoughts when my phone vibrated. I picked it up.

I know you won't pick up my phone calls but I won't stop until you do. -xoxo Ben

Why can't he just leave me alone? He knows that I won't talk to him. He is just so stupid. What he did to me was low for any guy in the word but then I could see Colton doing something like that. He probably has a ice clod heart or maybe he doesn't have a heart.

Maybe I should just call him and tell him that I don't want anything to do with him. Ben will understand. Who am I kidding he won't he will be a calling me until I understand that he is right and I am wrong.