Perfect Nightmare

Chapter 20

(Colton's POV)

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

Is the only thing that is running in my head as I am driving away from her? She just knows when and how to piss me off. I told her not to ever talk to Brent and what does she do she talks to him.

And what if she doesn't.

I push that aside. Why can't she just listen to me and maybe one day would go smoothly without us fighting. I try so hard to be nice to her but that is the way she is going to be so then I will do the same.

I thought maybe bringing her here would be a good thing. I wanted to ask about the kiss that we shared in the fitting room but it was ruined from fucking Brent.

Oh man when I kissed her it was something. Her lips felt right on mine, they were soft and gentle....I just wanted to kiss her when we were watching the sunset but I know something was going through her head and in mine.

She was probably thinking about Brent that whole car rind and when we were siring at the building.

When she fell on the ground when I pushed her off I wanted to pull her up and say sorry but I just was so angry at her but then there is this pain feeling in my chest and something was bothering me....

You left her there alone. My mind fills me in.

Shit

Shit

Shit

I fucking left her. I left her there where those guys were, where it is cold and dark.

Fuck

I turn the car around and drive back there. I know I was angry but I shouldn't have left her there. I'm mad at her but still how as I so stupid to do that to her.

When I reach the place I run out of the car and back to the third floor. I look around but she wasn't there.

I go back downstairs looking around the place there wasn't anybody there but a guy sitting by a car.

I walk up to him and ask. "Have you seen a girl around here?" I look at him. "She tall but not to tall, brown long hair, skinny."

"Yeah I saw her." The guy smirks.

"Well." I ask him.

"She left with some guy." he says holding an ice pack to his face. "Guy can hit."

I ignore him and walk back to my car. As I sit there I'm thinking about who she could had left with.

What if it was with Brent?

I hit the steering wheel before driving back to campus.

I park the car in the parking lot and get out. I walk inside the dorm building and stomp to her room.

I use the spare key and open the door but nobody was there.

Fuck....where is she??

What if something bad happened to her?

Shit

I call Matt to see if he had her. He said he has no idea where she is. I just told him that I wanted to talk to her. I don't know why but it gets me angry that Matt is around Cassie. He is always nice and makes her feel special at all times.

Where is she?

You're the stupid one for leaving her all alone.

There is no way to ask Laila or Marcuse because they're out on their date. Cam and Scott are studying and all I know about Lilly is that she doesn't care about Cassie or even if something happens to her.