Perfect Nightmare

Chapter 25

Screaming children running and practically hitting you for fun is not my ideal day but what can I say I love kids? Every time a baby looks at me them always smile. I'm a baby magnet. Jess, holly and I took Milly to a place at the mall where all the kids play so the three of us are just sitting on the little table eating ice cream even though it's cold outside. Milly is playing with another girl who is about her age and opposite from her. Milly has blond hair with bright green eyes while the other girl has brown hair with brown eyes.

"So what's going on between you and Cam?" Jess asks Holly who is busy looking at her phone waiting for something.

He looks up and us who both Jess and I have an amused look going on. "Nothing."

"Nothing?" Jess and I say at the same time while looking at the blond girl in front of us.

"Fine he asked me to be his girlfriend." She exactly tells us. "But let's stop talking about me and let's talk about you." She looks at me.

"What about me?" I ask.

"Do you want to talk about what happened last night with Colton?" Holly asks hoping that I would say smoothing.

"Guys stop looking at me like that. What he said last night is not going to make me feel any better. Yes, what he said about me clinging on to ben was right but then next thing that came out of his mouth made me want to kill him. I just forgive him all the time and he expects me too but I need time. I need time away from him because he makes me feel special but then he makes me feel hurt."

Jess and Holly look at me with wide eyes. Jess gasps putting a hand on her mouth. "Bloody hell you're in love with him."

Crap. "I was hoping you guys wouldn't know that." I say more to myself then to the girls.

"How long?" Holly asks.

"For a while." I mutter under my breath. They look at me with wide eyes and their jaws wide open. It's like they have never heard someone say something like that before. What is wrong with them?

"Oh my god!" Holly practically jumps on me and so does Jess. When they pull away I'm the one with the wide eyes and open jaw. "I was hoping you would tell us."

"What?!" I scream looking at both of them.

"Chill we were just waiting for you to tell us. You two act like a married couple and Jess and I bet that one of you would tell us."

I stud there with my eyes widen. "What makes you think Colton loves me not even- like me?"

They both look at me and shrugged. There is no way that Colton has feels for me because he does the same thing every time we are together and that is fighting. If there was a competition for fighting I know that we would win.

I still can feel his lips on mine even though it's been about a house in a half. I was mad and angry but I don't know why I kissed him back when I was supposed to hate him. When I pulled away I just left the bathroom and went to get Milly so we could leave for the mall. I hate how my body reacts around him and that he can make me forgive him so easily. I just have a way of always forgiving people for what they do.

"Since Halloween is tomorrow night there is going to be that costume party. I was thinking we should look for our costumes." Jess brakes the silence and my train of thoughts.

I shake my head while playing with my ice cream. "I'm not going." There is no way I am dressing up for some Halloween party. I'm staying in my dorm watching some movies and that's it.

I love Halloween but this year I think I'm just going to skip.

"Yes you are." Jess nods her head at me.