REPLAY | anime one shots

don't you mind? [11/12]

i was thinking about killing myself.

jihyun was there to stop her the first time. this time, she has no one. everyone thinks that she is crazy. everyone doesn't understand. there isn't a single person who realizes that what she is doing is for everyone's happiness.

"they are too late. they don't deserve happiness; they don't deserve me," she says to herself. from all the pills she has pretended to take these past few months that she has been here, they started to pile up. she never got rid of them for this exact reason. she is planning to overdose.

"they don't appreciate what i've been doing for them!" she exclaims, shouting at no one. "they forgive me? for helping them? those ungrateful little—" she cuts herself off and sighs, quieting herself down. she doesn't want any of the doctors to hear her after all. or else, they would save her.

but she doesn't need saving. she has already saved herself.