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ONE HOUR BEFORE THE ACCIDENT
4:00 am
MIAA BRUSHED THE BLACK STRANDS OF HAIR FROM YOONGI'S SLEEPING FACE AND SMILED.
He was the one good things in the tragedy she called a life. She wanted to stay in his arms forever, but even she knew that that wasn't possible.
She removed his hand and got off of the bed, picking up the lyrics that had made her cry. The song was so beautiful. It talked about a girl that was charismatic, electric. She was untouchable by him and even when she was with him felt unreal.
She was his light and his smile. The girl he was talking about was her. She knew it by her name being the songs title. Miaa's Smile.
It made her heart burst. She was something to him. But where she was going she wouldn't need these lyrics, besides he needed them way more than she did.
She grabbed an envelope and carefully folded the three music sheets, placing them into the envelope and sealing it. She wrote in her handwriting, Composed song. And placed it into the Julie Art box and sealed it.
She grabbed a sheet of paper and picked up the pencil.
Hello again,
When you read this I'll probably be gone. Um I'm new to writing and I know you want answers I'll be quick. My stepdad has always been an ass. I knew this whenever I first saw him. But what I didn't know was that he had a thing for underaged girls.
My mom doesn't know. So don't get mad at her and he hasn't raped me. I wouldn't let him. But he did beat me. I tired to tell my mom that he wasn't any good but she was too drunk and I was too young to know any better.
I didn't know he was watching me tell her but I found out whenever my mom was whisked away for a weekend with my dad. I was left all alone, but i though that that was okay. I was a sixteen year old. I wanted freedom.
But I didn't know that he would let his friends know about me. I couldn't stop them, there was too many.
I wasn't strong enough. I didn't tell my mom. God only knows how she would react if I did. I didn't know how to cope so I tried to forget about it. I ignored my sick stepdad and tried to be the perfect person.
I didn't want anyone to see just how broken I really was. I built a throne for me to sit on but forgot about the emotions I was pushing away in doing so, the people that I hurt. I thought I was okay until you came. You helped me in more ways than you know so don't blame yourself okay.
I love you, Yoongi. Take care of yourself in my absence.
