Okay, so, Ben is my bae. He is very kind hearted and is an amazing boyfriend. He supported my desicion, and he doesn't pressure me. He's not a monster, yet a very misunderstood 17 year old, who was trying to find love, and he found it by falling in love with me and stealing my heart. He's the one I'm gonna merry, and he's the one all together. Yeah, fuck you fangirls. Leave Ben alone, or he WILL kill you, and I'm dead serious. He's very real, and if you talk shit to me, he'll kill you without hesitation. He loves me like hell, and I love him like hell. So, don't you DARE try to say that your dating him, because I won't believe you.
Anyways, he was very supportive in my desicion to live a bit longer, and told me that whenever I'm ready, I'll be with him when I die. I dunno, I'll have to see if HE will allow Ben to see me, before I die and leave this life behind. I love u DeadlyNight3112 and _ninja_Kris_, for being there for me. And I love Ben alot, with all my heart and soul, and it would literally kill me if we parted in any way.
