These hypothetical scenarios, running through my mind like rainbows in a sky I've never opened my eyes to see. Wishing for new dreams as I contemplate unknown melodies. Feeling like my toes are cringing to the edge of this cliff. Wanting to jump, to feel, what's real. To feel the butterflies in me float as if wings are underrated. I can't believe I could make it, to make this feeling, mine. Not sure whether I should jet, replace smiles in order to mask my emotions. Scared, to fly, to soar, because life never seemed so pure. My heart, pumps, the blood, circulating my emotions till my body feels numb. My mind fluttering with temptation, with realization. Words turn into "i do's". Miracles weren't meant for the lonely at heart. Serenity is a dream far from the broken. Rethinking my views of this world, it's suddenly not feeling so cruel, so impure. Knees feeling weak, emotions rolling in too deep, tears seem far from my cheeks. Enduring this mysteriousness, trying not to fall back into the abyss. All I know is I've never felt anything like this. I've become so curious. Wanting to know more, to feel more, to be more...I want more, of this, of you, of us. If only I was more than this. If only I was good enough to say you deserve someone like me. All I know is... I can't give up my thoughts of you. I think I love you, but who are you? Where are you? Who am I? I swear it makes me feel real, like all that came before was a plastic like fairy tale and as soon as I wake from nightmares door, it'll be you who makes life worth living for. . .
