I Know a Place

Goodbye ShanBam

(CONTINUE...)
Shannon pov:
Woah I'm nervous. I just arrived to my destination and I'm sweating everywhere... literally everywhere. What makes it more worse is that I'm wearing shorts and a sports bra to talk to a girl. Couldn't have been more awkward, Shannon. I get out of my car and find the courage to knock on the door. The door opens and I'm face to face to a beautiful blonde. "Shannon, what the fuck are you wearing?" Cammie asks me and laughs. "Um clothes. I just ran out of my house to come here, are you gonna let me in or have more people stare at my body?" I ask and she moves out of the doorway. "Are you okay?" She sits with me on the couch and I shrug. "More or less. I couldn't decide. Literally my heart lead me into different direction. It felt like if I broke one of your hearts, the other half would burst" I look in her direction and she's looking back at me. "What made you come here?" She asks me and I shrug. "Something was telling me to come here. There's something I should be doing here" I say and she looks at me with lust. She sits on my laps and move our faces closer. Once our lips touched, all my thoughts disappeared. Her scent was intoxicating, I just can't get enough. I pull her closer and I feel her relax into my touch. I slide my tongue along her bottom lip, asking for access and it was easily granted. I pull her shirt over her head and she begins to take off my shorts. She looks me in the eye and stops. "I love you Shannon" she says. I look at her and see nothing but black in her eyes. I get up off the couch and move away from her. "What's wrong Shannon, don't you love me?" Her face changes back and forward from her to Cari. What the fuck is going on? It moves closer to me and I don't know what to do. All I do is scream. Scream from the top of my lungs, hoping someone would rescue me.

"Shannon!" Someone says from a distance but I can't see them. "Shannon!" Again don't know where it's coming from. "Shannon!" I open my eyes to see that I'm in my room. I look around to see my worried roommates. "Are you okay?" Amy comes and sit next to me. "I- I don't know. What happened?" I ask. "You were screaming and kicking around. We thought you were having some kind of panic attack in your sleep. What were you dreaming of?" Meghan asks and joins us on my bed. "I was driving to Cammies house and I picked her. We were about to do things and I don't know what happened. Her face was changing back and forward from hers to Cari. All I seen was darkness in their eyes. She came closer and all I could do was scream. Than you guys woke me up" I say. "It's from all the stress. You need to calm down for a bit" Amy runs my back and I nod. "I just can't believe it was all a dream. Can you call ally over?" I ask and they nod and leave my room. I stare at the ceiling wondering. What if it wasn't a dream, I actually picked Cammie over Cari. There's a reason I had that dream, there's a reason why it all went wrong.

--30 mins later--
"Suh dude, can't believe you still have time for your best friend" ally comes in my room and sits next to me. I've been staring at this ceiling, trying to find answers but it's not coming up. "You okay dude?" Ally asks and I shake my head no. "Did Amy them tell you what happened?" I ask and she nods. "Maybe it was a sign. Maybe you should go back to Cammie, since you picked her in your dream" she suggests. "No, my dream turned into a nightmare. That was the sign. Something went wrong when I picked Cammie. It made me realize something. But first, I'll be right back" I say and get up. She laughs at me and I look down at my body. "Why the fuck am I always wearing this?" I ask and she gives me a confused look. "A Calvin Klein bra and some shorts, girl I dare you to go like that" ally says laughing. "I wasn't planning to change" I wink at her and leave my apartment. I stop before getting into my car. I run back in my apartment to find Amy, grab her hand and slap myself. "What's wrong with you?" She asks and I laugh. "I'm awake this time" i hear her laughs as I run back outside. I get in my car and this time I know it's real. This time I know what I'm doing. I'm in control and I'm making the right decision.

After driving for an hour, I reach my destination. I slapped myself in the face one more time to see if I'm awake and now I know for sure, I am definitely awake. I get out of the car looking like a lunatic and walk up the driveway. I knock and find the beautiful blonde girl. "Shannon, what are you wearing?" Cari asks me and I laugh. "Clothes, may I come in?" I ask and she moves out of the way. I pull her in a private room and look at her. "So what's up?" She asks with a huge smile. "Well you obviously know why I came here" I say and she shrugs. I pull her into a kiss and I feel her smile. "Thank god, I thought I was gonna lose you. At the party Cammie was confessing her love for you to me because you were sleeping and I was worried you were gonna leave me. That's why I was kinda acting weird all morning. But how did you choose?" She asks me. "I had this horrible dream. In my dream I chose Cammie and everything went wrong. I was wearing this exactly, then we were about to do things but I saw you in her face" I say and she laughs at me. "Awww baby, you were dreaming about me?" She asks and I give her a weird look. "Oh yeah it was soooo romantic, you were on my ex girlfriends body and I was about have sex with you and her at the same time" I say sarcastically and she pouts. "Well when you say it that way, it sounds disgusting" she says and we both laugh. "So why'd you choose me?" She adds. "Well my dream was a sign. From what I got from my dream, if I went back to Cammie I knew I wouldn't get you out of my head. So that's probably why I was seeing you in her. If my relationship went wrong with her both in reality and in my dream, I don't think it was meant to be" I shrug and she pulls me into a hug. "I love you so much" she whispers. "I love you too" I say and kiss her on top of her head. "Did you tell her yet?" She asks me and I shake my head no. "You should tell her. At least let her know why" she says and I nod. "I'm gonna invite her to dinner" I say and walk out of the room.

CamBam🙈:
S: Hey.
C: Hi
S: I have some bad news...
C: Say no more, I'll stay out of your life😕
S: No no no... that's not what I want. I promised you that even though our relationship ends, I want you to be my best friend🙂
C: Okay. It's just gonna be hard to get over you💔
S: I know cam, I know. Do you want to come to dinner with me and Cari?
C: I don't know, isn't it gonna be awkward with your current girlfriend and your ex?
S: No, I love you both too much. Don't worry😁
C: Okay, where?
S: At mines?
C: Okay, see you later🤘
S: See you later..

--dinner--
Cammie pov (Since we won't be seeing her in a while):
"You fucked this up!" I looked myself in a mirror as I let the tears fall from my face. I think back at all the memories we had together and what bothered me the most is that our whole relationship is on the internet. I feel so bad for dragging all of them into our relationship, they'll be heart broken. Not as much as I am but still heart broken. I look around the apartment that once use to be ours and feel a little relief. She's happy... I love her and I won't let my selfishness take that away from her. I guess it's time to face her though.

I reach her apartment and I wish I didn't agree to this. But I need to see her one more time, knowing us, we're gonna try and avoid each other. I get to the door and knock. The beautiful girl I fell in love with opened the door and I'm met with her memorizing blue eyes. "Hey cam, I'm so happy you came" she says and pulls me into a tight hug. I feel tears escape my eyes once again and she pulls me away with a frown. "Why are you crying?" She gives me a sad look and wipes away my tears. "Because, I'll never feel you hugs anymore, your kisses, and your cuddles. I'm gonna miss you so much" I say and hide my head in the crook of her neck. "I know cam. But I can't be with you if I only think of her" she says while running her hand through my hair. "I love you" she adds and kisses me on my head. "I love you too" I whisper and pull away from her. "Come on, let's go eat" she drags me in the apartment and all of her roommates are here too. She goes sit across of Cari on the table and I sigh while making my way over to the only seat left which is next to her girlfriend. "So I made some vegan shit, I hope you guys likey" Amy spoke up and placed the food on the table. "Hey, are you okay?" Cari whispered to me and I shrug. "You know why I'm down" I say and she gives me a sad look. "I'm sorry, can we at least be friends... for Shannon?" She asks and I nod. "Cool, was that mark always on Shannon butt?" She whispers making me laugh. "I walked in on her changing and that mark just got my attention" she adds and I can't stop laughing. "Yeah she burned her ass on the stove while we were...never mind" I say and she laughs with me. "What are you talking about over there?" Shannon interrupts and we shake our head. "You know she's a pillow princess" I say and Cari bursts out laughing. "I could here you. And that's not true" Shannon furrows her eyebrows making everyone else laugh. "You're not half bad, Cari" I say and she gives me a big smile. "You're not bad yourself Cammie. I hope she'll love me as much as she still loves you" she says and I nod. "She has a big heart, she'll show you all of her flaws and perfection if you give her the same" I say and she hugs me. "When you find a girl, I'll make sure she's right for you" she says and we pull apart. Shannon looks back and forward from the both of us with a huge smile. Oh am I gonna miss waking up to that face...

It's the end of the night and we're saying our farewells. I say bye to all her roommates and Cari. Shannon waits for me at the door as she said she'll walk me out because she wanted to talk a bit. We walk side by side as we reach my car. "You know I'll always be here for you" she says breaking the silence. "I know, same goes for you" I say and she hugs me one last time. "You're always gonna be my best friend" she hugs me even tighter and I feel the tears fall once again. "You're always gonna be the best person that ever came into my life" I say and she pulls away from the hug. "Don't cry beautiful, if you ever need me, I'll be here with open arms. Even if you just need a hug, I'll be here" she says and wipe the tears with her thumb. "I love you" I say and she smiles. "I love you too, CamBam" she kisses me on the cheek as I leave from her embrace. She waves me goodbye and walk into her apartment. Goodbye ShanBam.

So the last part of the last chapter was just part of the dream, if you didn't get that. Saying goodbye to Cammie was hard... but you know, this is a Shari story. I also have my other two stories which are shacam, if you're interested. It's hard to write both Shari and shacam at the same time because sometimes I accidentally put the wrong ship in the wrong story. My summer is almost over so I'll enjoy it while it last. I also got a new car which is awesome. I hope you guys are having a great summer and enjoy❤️
-Stephanie✌️