Hollywood Undead One-Shots

Goodbye

(Matt)

I sat down on the couch, looking at all of my friends in front of me, my eyes were tearing up. They know it's for the best, I can't continue to be in this band, there is too much fighting and I know the fights are circled around me, I haven't been around much when it came to recording. I look up to the guys, George had his arms crossed and looked pissed while the others looked worried or on the verge of tears. I know that they'll probably hate me and never want to talk to me and I don't really mind though, it won't matter anyways, it won't matter anymore. I feel tears prick at my eyes, I blink a few times to stop myself from crying.

I get up and rush out of Jordons house, I reach my car and I felt a hand grab my wrist "Matt, please, don't do this" Jordon said I shake my head and pulled my hand away from him. He looked at me with tears in his eyes, I huffed and entered my car. I started it up and drove home, not looking back one bit.

I arrive at my house, I sat down on the couch and sigh. I felt the tears form again and I let them fall, crying into my couch. They hate me and I know it, I hurt Jordon, he was my best friend and I let him down. I stopped crying and I got up, waking to the kitchen. I heard a knock and I looked to the front door, I shook my head and grabbed a knife, pulling up my sleeve and cutting deep into my skin. I made a few more deep cuts into my arm before lifting up my shirt and carving into my stomach, making letters to make the word 'DEAD' appear. I smile and watch my blood fall from my body, I hear my door break open and I fall to the ground, blacking out.

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I heard faint beeping and sobbing, I ignored it thinking my body would just give up and I could just flat line. I waited for a few minutes, I was waiting for my body to give up. I felt a hand grip mine, a sob getting closer to me, "M-Matty...please...I need you, c-come back to me..please.." a voice said. I open my eyes slowly but I soon close them due to a bright light above me, many gasps filled the room. I try to open my eyes again and I managed to keep them open, I saw Jordon crying his eyes out above me. I slowly sat up and I looked up at him and I was close to punching him but I was too tired and in a hospital.

Some nurses came in gave me a small check up and some food. The guys all left except for Jordon, who was holding my hand. I wanted to move my hand, but something compelled me to leave my hand there.  I was reading a book that Jorel bought for me a while back while Jordon was on his phone doing whatever.  I feel my eyes beginning to feel very tired, I closed my book and I fell asleep.

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"We're loosing him!" a faint voice said, I heard more sobbing and very loud beeping.  I opened my eyes and I saw that I was standing in the middle of a room, I looked to see who was on the bed and I saw that it was my body. I looked around and I saw the guys crying outside of the room. I turned around and looked at the heart monitor, I saw that I was slowly dying. I soon heard that long beep that I've been waiting for. I smiled and turned around to the guys "goodbye...thank you so much for all those memories" I say before fading away.