Hollywood Undead One-Shots

We Promised

(Jorel)
You said that you would be there for me. Where were you when I needed you the most? You promised that you wouldn't tell any of my secrets. Why would you tell them?
You said that you wouldn't kill yourself. Then why am I looking down at your body?

So many thoughts were just going through my head right now. I don't know what to do anymore, he was the love of my life. I never thought he was suffering badly, he was always happy.

Dylan put his hand on my shoulder "it's okay Jorel, we all didn't know" I looked up at him and he enveloped me in his arms as I sobbed into his chest.

I promised I would be there for you. But why didn't I see that you needed me?
I promised to keep your secrets safe. But why should I?
I promised that I wouldn't kill myself. But what's the point of living without you?

It hurts so much to see him gone, he was just a big part of my life and he took his own. Dylan continued to keep me in his arms as Matt held an umbrella over us. I wanted to be out in the rain, just being soaked. He always loved rain, how it always made a beautiful sound when it hit roofs no matter how strong the rain came down, how after the rain the plants would have small droplets on them or the smell of rain after it has passed.

I can't even enjoy those anymore without breaking into billons of pieces, we was always there to help but I didn't know that he needed help than all of us combined.

Dylan and Matt left me alone to stare at his body one last time before he had to be put 6 feet below. I nodded my head to let them know that I was ready, they closed his coffin and moved his body into his grave.

When the dirt hits your coffin, just go to sleep...

We all went our separate ways after that. I decided to take a walk to try and clear my head, I walked past all of our favorite places, the mall, the bar, a small tree we always sat and and the frozen yogurt place. I walked to our favorite park and sat on our bench, I continued crying.

"You fucking promised Daniel Rose Murillo, you fucking promised. We both promised"