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Damien X Boze #1

Boze

We just read the mean comments for me. They were mean but not the worst I've seem. I've seen alot worse. People saying I'm loud and annoying and I don't even understand the games. People saying I was added just to add another girl into the mix and they hurt but I try to never let them get to me.

They got to me sometimes and there were times where I didn't show up because I spent the morning in my room crying. Some of the things really did hurt. I tried to not let anyone see that they got to me. I stayed in the room for the fanfiction but I sat behind cameras and silently cried. I didn't understand why they were affecting me so bad. These aren't even the worst. They may have said it but I've seen pretty awful things said about me.

In turn I've also seen people defending me. But it still hurts so much. Why did so many people not like me? The video ended and they did a few announcements at the end. I was still crying so I left the room quickly to avoid being seen by anyone. I mean what would they think of me. I'm just the weak black girl who can't swim and cries over the little things.

I was walking out of the room as everyone was leaving the room and I went down the hallway and to the bathroom. I couldn't get in. Locked. I had to walk all the way across the building to get to the other bathroom.

I started walking hoping no one would notice my runny makeup or puffy eyes. I looked down and speed walked to the bathroom. It may have been me not looking up or the fact that I was doing that and speed walking but I ran into someone. I looked up from the floor to see Damien. Shit.

"Oh sorry......Boze?" He looked at my face. He helped me up and took me around a corner into a closet. "Boze are you ok?" He asked. "I'm....yeah. I just." I was about to explain. I sighed. "Have you ever gotten the feeling that maybe the hate comments are true. That maybe they aren't wrong about you. And you just kinda start feeling bad? And you want to cry but you don't want people to see you so you cover it up?" I asked.

"Its happened before but I hope this isn't about the induction." He said. "No its not those comments. Those weren't even on the same table. I've seen worse on so many of the videos. Its those comments. They make me feel shitty. I feel like some of the things are true. About me being annoying and loud. But I can't change that about me. And it makes me feel even worse." I said.

"Boze I want you to know that there are always going to be haters. They will pick out every flaw they think you have and every little thing they think is bad about you. But they aren't rigt. Can you be loud sometimes? Yeah but is that a bad thing? No. Its who you are. If you were always super quiet people would talk about that. Say you don't fit in because you're super quiet." He told me.

"But I mean you gotta just not let the haters get to you. And if anything don't let their opinions on you change your opinion on yourself. And also don't read the comments. Everyone's a critic." He said. I nodded. He reached for the door handle and I grabbed his arm. "Can you stay?" I asked. "Yeah of course." He said and sat on a bucket. I sat on the floor in a corner. We sat there for 25 minutes with out talking.

"Damien." I got his attention."as long as you don't think its weird can you like. Hold me?" I asked. He smiled and nodded moving to the floor next to me and he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and brought me close. I cried into his chest. We stayed like that for a while and then we got up leaving. So suspicion didn't raise I left first and then a few minutes later Damien left.

I held that moment close to me. We were already really good friends probably the closest in smosh but being around him from that moment on made me feel tingly inside. I took in his words he said about the commenters.

So thats that. I wanted to make this a Boze x Wes one but I just made one and I didn't want to make one right after it. And Damien x Boze has been requested so I was like imma do that (do Boze and damien have a ship name yet? I want to say Boze and Wes is Woze. Comment if Damien x Boze has a ship name) I hope you guys like and also pray for my blinds.

1 vote=1 prayer (I am joking)

Bye!!