Why am I so fucking sad. What the hell. Why do I feel this way whenever I see a post about like some of my friends going out or when they feel sad. Why do I feel sad? I shouldn't. They shouldn't. There's nothing to be sad about. Well for me anyways.
Why
Am
I
So
Fucking
Sad
It's scaring me.
I'm actually afraid of this. What the fuck.
I'm crying.
Why am I crying? What's going on? Why? Just why am I so fucking lonely? I'm trying to surround myself with good people. I have friends. Most of them are fucking depressed and suicidal but that's okay I love them they're doing better. They say I've helped them get better and I'm grateful for that but who's helped me?
You could at least try guys. I'm sorry that was mean. Just forget what I said I love you.
