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pushy

The staff members escort the members to the vans waiting outside the building, I'm surprised that there aren't many fans hovering around the area looking for their 'oppa', I swear some of these fans are crazy. The sky starts to get dimmer and you can see the street lights begin to appear from a distance, I scan the entrance wondering where I am meant to be or at least see someone I recognise.

Unfortunately I still don't know many people here, a few names that Jihyo has mentioned but I cant seem to match them to faces, I also don't feel comfortable enough to talk to any of them, I guess Jihyo will be my only friend in this job, not that I'm really complaining, she is a thoughtful and chatty girl who I am glad to have met.

"(Y/n)!" before I can turn to face the owner of the voice I am dragged in the direction of the van in the far right, I recognise the black silky hair of Jihyo and I breathe a sigh of relief, She starts to pick up the pace, I try to keep up afraid that I will embarrass myself in front of all the staff and worse the members.  

Jihyo opens the door gesturing me to get in first, I quickly hop in and strap myself in waiting for Jihyo to do the same. I then hear a familiar deep voice coming from the back seat, I whip my head around to see Namjoon, Jin, Yoongi and Hoseok in the back of the van, the others must be in another van. I gulp trying to push down my nerves, I look at Jihyo who was next to me chatting to the driver. I twiddle my thumbs not really knowing what to do in this, awkward, situation.

"So (Y/n)" I raise my eyebrows startled that Namjoon brought up a conversation first, I twist to face him and smile for him to go on "What's London like compared to Seoul?"

"London is more..." How do I put it "multicultural, and has a bit more historical buildings mixed in with modernised ones, but I don't think it's that different" I pause trying to think of more differences, it's harder than you think "I grew up there so I'm used to the different cultures within London, it's a place worth visiting, in my opinion" I smile at him and the others, Suga and J-Hope are sharing a pair of earphones, zoning in and out of the conversation. Whereas Jin seems to be concentrating on trying to ignore our chat, he keeps looking from the window back to Namjoon.

"Who did you live with?" Namjoon asks surprisingly intrigued by our conversation, I notice Jin's eyes move slightly towards me, but I decide to ignore him, for the time being.

"Well... I have never been really close to my parents so I lived with my best friend Luna and I was practically brought up by my aunt" Namjoon nods understandingly and I see Jin's eyes look down, the expression on his face showing signs of sadness and sympathy. I wonder if he's feeling alright..

"Do you have an apartment here in Gangnam?" J-hope says unexpectedly.

"Yeah, it's not that far from the building actually, my aunt Rose helped me buy it, I owe her a lot to be honest" Jihyo taps me on the shoulder as I had finished speaking.

I see huge groups of girls lined up outside the entrance of the concert building, they start to follow the car and security quickly rush beside them trying to make barriers to prevent them from coming through, I look back at the boys who seem to have an anxious look on their faces.

"(Y/n) we are going to have to help hold the fans back, can you do that?" Jihyo asks as she holds onto the van door handle ready to fiercely force it open. I nod biting the inside of my cheek out of habit.

"Are you guys ready?" I say glancing over at them, they all give a strong nod while some of them smile at me, they must be used to this. Especially at airports. I don't know who's idea it was to get them to walk through an army of fans, but whoever's idea it was needs to get sacked.

The security outside gave us the okay to get out, mind you, it didn't look like they had very much control over the fans at all. This was going to be a fun experience, I love getting knocked down by crazy fan girls.