Evelyn ✓

BONUS: letter #3

LANDON

You always were my best friend. You were always there for me when I needed you. I knew if I wanted you where I was you'd be there in a heartbeat. No hesitation whatsoever.

So that's why I'm saying this. I know you loved me; you made that clear on several occasions. I know it wasn't the brother-sister type of love. It was the type of love that I couldn't reciprocate, because I didn't feel the same way about you. I loved you like I loved Evian. Platonically, deeply, with no regrets.

I think you are one of the reasons why I'm drowning myself. Or, why I drowned myself. Not sure if I'll make this out alive. But that day, when I had those headache pills . . . I wanted you to stop me. I wanted you to search me. I wanted you to be concerned over my 'headache' and question me.

Selfish, I know. But I just wanted you to . . . to care more than you already do. I thought I was throwing all the right signs in your direction, but . . . I'm glad I hugged you and told you I loved you. I hope I didn't lead you on. And I hope you find someone smarter, prettier, funnier and more deserving of you than me. It's the least you deserve.

your Lynnie Bear ;)