The burning stench of alcohol

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As the liquor undulates down my throat
Burning a little more at each swallow
Like lighting a match with wet fingers

I realize that in that moment
I am not worried about you
I am too busy sequestering my existence
With alcohol that does not remind me of you at all

The only thing that can not summon your name to my mind
One thing that makes me forget you, even if only for a little while
Fueled by liquid fire

Natures neutrality doesn't do much
For this current wave
Of lust and infatuation

I am only a girl fragile, choleric
And craving something to fill the hole you left
And I know I will wake up in the morning
With regret, headache, and an empty stomach

It can take 2 hours, 8 hours or a full day
To get alcohol out of my system
But it's going to take
Much more time to remove you from my heart

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