After all the pain I went through
Getting bullied beaten up day by day
Scared what tomorrow will be like
Going home to father who doesn't even love me
Scared what he might say or do to me
Going to school getting homework and quizzes
Scared to see what future I will be in
Getting called names and rumors spread
Scared to see how far the rumor spread
Being so alone cutting myself was the only answer
Scared when the cutting will finally end
And that not even half of it......
After all the pain I went through
The one thing that seems to scare me the most
Is loosing you
I told myself I won't get emotionally attach because I will only get hurt
But I did I'm always scared that if I don't text back you will forget about me or you will text someone and find someone better
Scared you will find someone prettier, smarter, and funnier
Because even tho you say you will stay I have a feeling you won't
Because one person use to say that and left me without a heart beat
I get so scared my mind never stops thinking about it
People say I don't have to worry but I know I do
Because I know that once you leave me
I won't make it maybe that's how attach I am to you
Maybe I'm just so unstable for this world your the only one who can keep me together
I'm to mess up in the world I been through hell and still going through it
But you seem to help me I just hope you never leave me
but you prob will because you never know about the future
Especially once we graduate from high school you never know
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The Fear of Drowning Deep
PoetryShe was beautiful in the way a forest fire was beautiful something to be admired from a distance not up close. - A little talent is a good thing to have if you ever want to be a writer. But the only real requirement is the ability to remember every...
