Lights are on in the middle of the night. Scared of shutting my eyes, not that I'll get much sleep anyway. Having to go through a dreamless sleep or having to face him, him without a face. The voice hiding in my head, constantly reminding me how crazy I am, how pathetic I am. Finding comfort behind the materialistic. The high functioning mind I possess will not let me rest till I do something, the worst. Thoughts splurging day and night, only increasing. Rapid making my head hurt, migraines. I will not shut an eye till my last cursing thoughts.
