Chapter 3

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Lovina woke up not knowing where she was, but on the plus side, she could smell food.
"Why the fuck did I drink so much?" Lovina grumbled to herself.

She looked in the mirror. She was still in yesterday's clothes and her headband was placed on the nightstand along with her phone that was plugged in.
Her hair was a mess. She combed it with her fingers which made it a bit better.

She followed the wonderful scent of cooking food downstairs.
"Ah! You're awake. Here, to help with the hangover." Antonio gave her a glass of his famous hangover helper.
"Bastard did you.. you know-" Lovina started to ask.
"No, I would never! I promise you all I did was put you in the bed." Antonio replied.
"What the fuck?! Do you always pick up drunk girls at the bar? Fucking disgusting bastard!" Lovina backed up.
"No, no, no! And besides I knew you and you looked like you need help. You told me last night you couldn't go to your house and you accepted my offered to let you crash at my place." Antonio explained. "I value consent."

"Whatever, bastard." Lovina drank the hangover helper.
"This tastes like a fucking crusty asshole." Lovina felt like the hangover helper was going to exit her body just as fast as it went in.
"It works though." Antonio shrugged.

"Papá? Miss Lovina? What are you doing here?" Mateo ran out of his room to hug Lovina.
"Miss Lovina and her sister got in a fight so I let her stay here for the night." Antonio lied.
"Yeah." Lovina played along.
"Oh! Are you going to eat breakfast with us?" Mateo gave Lovina the puppy dog eyes.
"Um... if it's okay with your papá." Lovina melted into the puppy dog eyes.
"Of course! I always make extras." Antonio smiled.
"Yay!!!" Mateo jumped around.

Breakfast wasn't as awkward as Lovina thought. Mateo talked about the dream he had.

"I better get going, my Sorella is probably worried sick. Thank you for breakfast. See you on Monday Mateo. Bye!" With that Lovina left.

"I'm never going to drink again!" Lovina swore as she walked to the nearest bus stop and waited.

The bus ride wasn't as horrible as she thought, it was what came after that was much worse than Lovina could predict.

"Sorella! I was worried sick!" Feli ran out of the house at top speed and pulled her sister into a bear hug.
"I thought you would have been fucking the potato bastard," Lovina mumbled.
"You were drinking! I told you to stop drinking your problems. It doesn't solve them." Feli crossed her arms. She was furious that her sister reeked of booze.
"Whatever, I need to smoke." Lovina walked past her upset sister.
"Lovi! I thought you quit smoking!" Feli ran to keep up with her sister.
"I did." Lovina sighed as she pulled out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter out of the drawer.
"Sorella, please! I know you're mad." Feli begged.
"No, I'm not mad. I'm fucking furious." Lovina put lit the cigarette and started to smoke in the house despite Feliciana's protests.
"I'm sorry Lovi! I didn't know it was going to go like that." Feliciana tried to apologize but Lovina wasn't having it.
"Feli! You brought me to eat dinner with my ex! How the fuck do you expect my miscarriage not to come up?" Lovina shouted.
"I know it still haunts you, I know how much it hurt you but it's been seven years. You need to move on." Feli shot back. After Feli said it, she was hit with a wave of regret.
"You know what! I'm fucking cured!" Lovina stormed off to her room.
"Lovi! I didn't mean it like that!" Feli ran after her sister.

"Get away from me! I'll just ruin your perfect Mary Sue life!" Lovina pushed Feliciana away and slammed her bedroom door as hard as she could. She could hear a couple of Feliciana's paintings fall off the wall.

Lovina took her cigarette and put it out on her arm.
"Ah! Fuck!" She cursed.

She went to her sock drawer and pulled out a picture of an ultrasound.
"I'm sorry." Lovina cried.

--flashback--
"Don't worry so much beer bastard! I'll be fine." A pregnant Lovina kissed Gil.
"Alright. I love you and baby birdie!" Gil waved as Lovina got into her car.
Feliciana was dealing with another breakup and needed to see her sister.
"I'll see you tomorrow morning." Gil waved.

It was late at night and Lovina was starting to fall asleep at the wheel.
"Let's turn up the radio, can't have mama falling asleep at wheel." Lovina turned up the radio. Suddenly a car with a drunk driver swerved into her lane hitting her car causing her car to flip into the ditch.

"Miss Vargas, we have some horrible news." The nurse announced.
"What? Is my fucking baby okay?" Lovina started to panic.
"I'm so sorry, Miss Vargas, you lost the baby." The nurse informed.
"No! No!" Lovina screamed as she cried.
Gil pulled her into a hug and started to tell her everything was going to be okay, but Lovina drowned out the sound. She could feel her world spiralling out of control and crashing down around her.

-- flashback end--

That was the day Lovina's life started to go to shit. After that, she and Gilbert started to fight. They split up a couple months after. She had lost everything, her baby and lover. Gone, just like that.

"Lovi, I made you some pasta for lunch." Feli softly knocked on the door hoping her sister would answer. 

Lovina wiped her tears and put the picture back in the drawer. The older twin didn't want to show that she had been crying. She opened the door to see her sister with puffy red eyes. Feli had also been crying.

"Thank you," Lovina mumbled.
Feli put the pasta down and hugged her sister.
"I'm so sorry." Feli cried.
"I know you meant well," Lovina comforted her sister.
"Come on let's go watch a movie and braid each other's hair! Ve~" Feliciana dragged her sister downstairs.
"Fucking hell, Feli!" Lovina cursed.

The two sisters spent the rest of the day binge-watching every movie on Netflix while Feliciana braided her sister's hair.


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