A Truthful lie

I Lost It

Today I lost it
Flipped my shit
Had enough of it
Today I screamed
Lived life on the seam
And probably will regret everything
I yelled at him
Through the phone
Then I hung up
Was I wrong
I fear tomorrow
When he comes
We must speak again
With his hands so close
Will I lose my resolve
Will I just fall
Will I hide away
Till he's gone
Today
I lost it
Flipped my shit
Had enough of it
And it might be
My biggest regret