Who?• BJA• MikeDirnt

Beachin

We got to the gates of the beach and they were closed. I got out of the car and looked at the gate, climbed up a little bit and jumped over the gate.
"You turn!" I yelled to the boys in the car.

Billies POV
Alison or Aly as the guys and I called her was, I don't throw this word around a lot but she was well...awesome , she was beautiful, smart, funny, creative, she was just...perfect in every way, she's made me and the guys a lot happier, Mikes been opening up more to people about himself she was making me feel so happy and Tré loved her, and so did I, "Billie you coming or what?" Mike yelled through the windshield snapping me out of my thoughts. "Uh... yeah, yeah I'm coming." I got out of the truck and hopped over the gate along with the boys. I put my arm around Aly and we found a nice spot on the beach to sit down. Aly was placed on my lap with a blanket wrapped around us both, we were learning against a big rock and the boys were laughing and mocking us.

Aly's POV
We were all leaned against a big rock
as Mike and Tré mocked Billie and I
"Oh are you jealous?" I said to Mike
"No why would I be?" He said back
"Cause you don't get any of this."
Billie said dragging his hand up my leg making me shudder.
"Nah man I'm all set, she's one of my best friends I don't really wanna fuck her." Mike said
"Sureee." I responded looking him in the eye.
"Well maybe when I first met you" he said jokingly, we all laughed and laid back in the sand I cuddled between Mike and Billie while Tré was above us playing with my hair.
"You know I've only known you guys like two weeks, but in those two weeks I got the best boyfriend and the best friends anyone could ask for, and this is the happiest ive been in awhile." They all thanked me and mostly said a lot of the same stuff like "Me too man." Or "Same here."
Mikes response worries me a little
"This is the happiest I've been since...since in forever actually." I turned my head to face him and grabbed his hand reassuringly for a seconds he looked up and smiled. I tuned back to Billie and laid closer to him.
"Is he ok?" I whispered
"He's always been like this, since the 5th grade, dudes had a pretty hard 17 years." He said back
"He's worrying me." I said
"Well why don't you two go take a walk I have to talk to Tré about song ideas anyways." I kissed his cheek and smiled.
"Come on Mikey." I said
"Where are we going?" He asked curiously.
"Were gonna go for a walk come on." I returned
"Oh ok."
He stood up and we began walking down the beach.
"Are you ok?" I asked him, he stopped and faced me.
"Yah, why?" He rubbed his neck
"Well when you said that was the happiest you've been in your life and  that, it kind of bugged me out. You just always seem happy well so far."
"Oh no... I'm never really happy." He said slowing his words down.
"Why  not?"
"Well my mom and Dad split up when I was younger and he took me, I was practically ripped apart from my sister. I don't have many friends, I haven't seen my mom or dad in almost a year I moved in with Billie when we were in our 1st year of high school I think, and my parents and sister moved away, my mom and sister went to the city and my dad... well I don't know." His voice started to get shaky.
"Fuck  Mike, I'm sorry all that shit happened. If you ever need to talk or want to talk you can always come over like seriously, I don't want you to do anything stupid if you ever get to that point, your my best friend." He smiled. 
"Lemme see your arm." I said, he knew what I was looking for and he showed me them. Cuts
"There you go, none of them are really... recent." I almost cried. I looked up at him and hugged him... tight, I didn't want to let go. He rested his head on mine. I took a deep breath and we walked back to Billie and Tré.
"Hey shitheads what did you talk about?" I flipped him off before going to sit next to him. Mike obviously didn't want me to tell him what we talked about even though he already knew. "We talked about song lyrics and if I thought you guys were gonna get big and I think your  are gonna be huge." Mike smiled
"Anyway did you come up with any ideas?" He shook his head.
"It's 12:30 should we head back?" We all got in the car and drove to my house taking the long way so we were still 'driving around'. We opened the door and Mike plopped down on the couch falling asleep in a few quick minutes, I smiled and put a blanket on him, Tré went and sat on a chair and passed out I put one on him as well. Billie and I walked up to my room and I smiled at the picture I had taken of them the 1st day we met cause they wanted to see how photogenic they were. Billie came up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist as he nibbled at my neck making me squirm a bit.
We were laying in my bed snuggled together, Billie was starting to slide his hand up my side towards my boob when I stopped him "I'm not gonna have my 1st time...with you when the boys are hear and could wake up at any minute."
"Ok, then I'll wait it's worth it."
I hadn't told Billie that he would be my first, I thought it would be weird but I guess I better actually tell him tho.
"Hey Billie Joe."
"Yeeees."
"Well, you would be my... first and well I guess I kinda just want it to be special and not when there's two other guys here." I laughed
"If you want it to be special it will."
"I'm gonna go downstairs and get some water." He nodded. I walked downstairs and saw that the light was and Mike wasn't on the couch.
"Mike?"
"Yes." He answered with a shaky voice.
"What are you doin?"
"Uh...just woke up and was thirsty." He darted towards one of my cabinets pulling out a bowl.
"Oh pfft wrong cabinet." He said.
What. The. Fuck was happening, I could tell he was nervous but I didn't know why.
"Mike?" No response
"Mike." Nothing
"Mike!" I said as I ran over to him he looked at me and his cheeks were stained with tears, why was he crying? What happened? I took him outside on the balcony he sat down and I closed the door.
"Mike what happened?"
"I gotta call, my moms dead." My face lost all its color and I held my breath.
"Mike, I'm so sorry. Oh my god, come here." I brought him to me and hugged him and told him everything was gonna be okay, I felt his tears dropping onto my cold shoulder.
"Shh, its okay, it's gonna be okay."
I felt so bad for him, he had a troubled past and now this. I didn't know what to do, yes my parents just abandoned me but they were never really here anyways.
Mike finally sat up and looked at the floor. We both stood up and looked at each other. "I'm sorry Mike."
"Yah, me to. I didn't get to see her before she died so." This broke my heart, the whole situation broke my heart. My best friend was in so much pain. "Do you want me to get Billie or Tré?"
"No."
I nodded and stayed with him, side by side. I couldn't help but think about Billie, his reaction to this? What would it be like?
I felt Mike grabbed my hand "T-thank you." He said his voice still shaky, "No problem." I brought him into another hug, I kind of didn't want this to end and I felt guilty about it. Mike broke the hug and looked down at me and I at him, oh god what was happening? Was he gonna kiss me? So many thoughts were running through my mind. He leaned down and connected our lips with a soft kiss, out of my instincts I wrapped my arms around his neck and we kissed for a good 15 seconds then he backed up, "Shit, Aly I'm so sorry, I didn't, I didn't mean t-"
"Mike, its ok, let just not... tell Billie about this." Mike nodded, oh no what had I gotten myself into?! I had just kissed Billies best friend, and my best friend. I did love Billie but I think I was developing feeling for Mike. Oh god
"I'm gonna go back to bed." I said
"Yeah me too." He laughed a little
I walked towards the stairs and he walked towards the couch, I looked back at him and he was smiling. I saw Billie sleeping and crawled next to him,
"Hey there, your back." He said in his sleepy but sexy voice.
"Y-yah." I felt so guilty.
"Are you okay baby?" Be said bringing me closer to his bare chest.
"Yeah I'm fine."

...I lied