It was 9:00, we had let Estelle stay up with us way past her bedtime, we ate ice cream and watched cartoons which was kinda awesome since it gave us an excuse to actually watch them.
"Alright Estelle its time for bed." I said as I sat up, Billie and Estelle groaned in unison. "But Auntie." She said. "Yeah but Auntie." Billie whined as he shook his arms around.
"Alright come on Estelle lets go to bed." I took her hand and we all walked upstairs.Billie Joe grabbed his acoustic guitar and quickly followed Estelle and I up the stairs to the guest room where she'd be staying, we got her all tucked into her bed and Billie asked, "Alright kiddo what song do you want?" She thought for a second. "Ooh! When I Come Around!" She yelled.
Billie smiled and begin to play, he sang her a few songs including When Its Time. This was gonna be the father of my children and damnit I was fucking proud of it. Billie went downstairs after saying goodnight.
"Auntie?" Estelle asked
"Yeah sweetie?" I said
"Why is daddy gone? I know he's not okay." She said, this broke me heart. What was I supposed to say?
"Your Daddy is just really busy that's all, with his job. Y'know it's hard being a musician." She nodded and closed her eyes.
"Love you kid." I said kissing the top of her head.
"Love you auntie." And with that I closed her door and walked downstairs."Well hello there mother to be." Billie said as he jumped up and down like a little girl.
"Chill princess." I laughed.
"Were gonna be parents though isn't that weird?" He asked. He was right it was gonna be weird. I nodded and hugged him.Billie pulled me close to his chest and wrapped his arms around my body, I only came up to his collarbone so I always snuggled into his chest during our hugs, he put his face in my hair. "I love you." He said quietly, I know I had a thing with Mike but I guess I always knew my heart belonged with Billie.
"I love you to."We cuddled on the couch and watched the cartoons that were on before. I laid on his chest and he played with my hair. "Do you think Brooklyn will be okay?" I asked, Billie sighed shakily. "I don't know, I hope so. If she dies it would be awful Estelle wouldn't have a mother and Mike would be heart broken and depressed again."
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, I nuzzled into billies neck, I just wanted to stay here forever. When we were like this I felt as if I didn't have anything to worry about.
Billies POV
I Billie Joe Armstrong was gonna be a dad, I was so exited! But so scared all at once, what if I'm a bad father? The one thing I don't want is... i don't want my child or children to turn out like me, sure they'll have musical talent and could become rockstars but I don't want them to turn out like how I was.Drug addicted, alcohol problems, major anxiety and depression the list goes on and on, I've gotten better. Aly's been helping me. She's what keeps me going, I shouldn't be complaining, my wife's not in a hospital, that's another thing that keeps me going... Mike he's my best friend he's always been there for me and he always will and I will for him. I have quite a few reasons to stay alive and now I was going to have another one.
Alison's POV
After a few more minutes of laying on the couch Billie and I went upstairs to our room. I put on my pajamas and Billie took his shirt off and left his shorts on.
"Well hello there hottie." I said looking him up and down. He laughed and we crawled into bed.Billie kissed my neck and rubbed my upper thigh. I knew what he wanted but I didn't want it, but hey a little fooling around wouldn't hurt plus it was only 10PM so why not?"
I climbed onto Billie straddling him
"Well hello there." He said as he placed his hands on my hips. I leaned down and kissed him, he flipped us over so he was on top of me. I wrapped my arms around his neck deepening the kiss."Uncle Billie." Jesus it was Estelle. Billie sighed and quickly got off of me. "What is it honey?" He said to her. "I'm s-scared." She said as she started to cry. Billie put his shirt on and picked her up.
"I just want my daddy." She said quietly.I picked up the phone and dialed Mikes number after a couple of rings he answered.
"Hey what's up everything okay?" He asked in a concerned tone
"Your kid really misses you." I said
"Lemme talk to her."
"Okay."I walked to Estelle's room and handed her the phone
"Hello?" She said through tears
"Hey sweetheart are you okay? He asked Estelle through the phone.
"No, I want you daddy." She cried.
It felt like I could hear Mikes heart break.I knew how much he loved her he was an amazing dad and he was trying his best.
"I know honey, I will be there tomorrow to come get you I promise, and then tomorrow we will spend the whole day together." He said, I smiled."Okay! Love you daddy!" I looked over at Billie and he smiled at me,
"I love you." I mouthed.
"I love you too." He said back.
Estelle and Mike said there goodbyes and she finally went to sleep.Billie and I walked out into the hallways and I closed her door quietly, then I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"So since Mike and Estelle will be gone tomorrow... what do you wanna do?"He looked down to meet my eyes.
"We can do whatever you want." He kissed my neck between words.
"Well... I was thinking maybe we could go to he doctors to find out the babies sex? Or to see how far along I am?" I said happily.He smiled. "Absolutely!" He yelled excitedly I quickly covered his mouth with my hand. "Do you wanna wake her up?" I whispered he giggled and we went to the room
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-Jimmy
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