BILLIES POV 1 WEEK LATER
Phoenix didn't like being alone. That was quite obvious when I tried to leave the room. I had to put him to bed, Aly hasn't slept in days and she doesn't do well without sleep.
Everyone's been helping out with the baby, Mike and Tré especially. The twins aren't here. They went on a small tour with the band. Hey I did it when I was about to be 16 so why don't they.
(Don't know if they actually went at that age.)
He started to cry...again and I started to sing.
"Um, okay. Uh... Blackbird singing in the dead of night, take these broken wings and learn to fly, all your life you were only waiting for this moment for arise." Wow that's a song I would never sing.
He smiled. He smiled!
"P! You smiled!" I whisper yelled. He grabbed my pinkie and held it in his little hand. I smiled and he soon fell asleep.
I sat with him in the rocking chair for a little while and almost fell asleep as well then Aly came in.
She smiled and sat down in a seat next to me and ran her hands through my messy black hair.
"Wow you got him to sleep, I didn't think you could do it." She said in a joking manor
"Haha yeah fuck you." I said and flashed her a sarcastic smile. She wrapped her arm around my shoulder.
"I love you." She said
"I love you too."
"How'd you get him to sleep?" She asked.
"The same we used to get the twins to sleep... by singing. I sang blackbird and he smiled." I said. Her eyes lit up.
"Awe and I missed it." She frowned.
About 10 minutes we were back in our room and Aly was cuddled up to me. She had her hand placed softly on my chest.
"Y'know it's weird not having the kids here." I said. It was really weird, it was a lot quieter. I didn't particularly enjoy it.
"Why don't you text Andy?" She said. I nodded and got my phone off the night stand.
Me- Hey Andy, how are things going? I hope your having fun.
He didn't respond for awhile and it freaked Aly out.
Andy- Hey dad, were good. Hayden's got Holly here, they're pretty serious.
Holly was Hayden's new girlfriend, they've been going out for awhile now. We all like her she's a pretty awesome.
She's 16, has long blonde dreadlocks that was always down, she had a tattoo that said "1977" on one wrist and on the other she had a bar code tattooed.
She was a good kid, just raised by bad people, her parents threw her out of the house at 14 for being gay. It's shitty. She's doing good though, she had a job and lives with her uncle.
"He's okay, the kids are fine." I told Aly. She seemed really panicked.
"But they didn't answer for awhile what if there doing drugs or drinking? O-or." She stuttered now sitting up in the bed against the headboard.
"Hey hey hey there Okay, Aly baby calm down." I said and grabbed her hand. I pushed her up a little and scooted behind her. I propped my legs on each side of her. she leaned back so her head was on my chest.
I ran my fingers through her hair.
"It's okay." I whispered.
"I know it's kind of childish b-but can you s-sing to me?" She said shaking.
"Yes of course babygirl. What do you want me to sing? I asked.
"She."
Im pretty sure I never told her it was about her but I think she figured it out. I smiled and started to sing quietly.
"She, she screams in silence a sullen riot penetrating through her mind. Waiting for a sign to smash the silence with a brick of self control. Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? Scream at me u til my ears bleed I'm taking heed just for you." I finished the verse and she had calmed down.
She turned around and sat on my lap so she was straddling me and kissed me hard.
I rolled over so I was on top of her and she blushed. She was being weird, she's hiding her face. "Babe what's wrong?" I asked.
"I don't know I just..." I didn't let her finish I know what she was going to say.
"Your beautiful, I tell you almost everyday, it's time you start believing me." I said. She sighed and smiled.
I entangled her fingers between mine and kissed her.
Let's just say I had a pretty good night.
Hey guys! Sorry this chapter sucked! I'll make it up to you! Lol, I'll be updating more frequently now that I'm feeling better! Love you idiots!
-Jimmy
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