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Basket Case

Billies POV
"No stop!" I yelled to myself in the mirror as I ran my fingers through my hair. What was happening to me? I was getting flashbacks of the night Hayden got raped.

I was having flashbacks to when I beat the shit out of Mike. I was scared of every noise, I would jump at the drop of a penny. I started to cry.

I started to sweat and I was freaking the fuck out. I took off my shirt in hopes that would help...it didn't. I stripped off my clothes and got in the shower. I put the cold water on and sat in the shower and cried, what the fuck was going on.

Hayden had PTSD, could I have it? What's happening to me? Where is Hayden? Where's Mike? He didn't come back last night after he went out. Where's Aly? My eyes widened at her name.

...Alison. I never realized how beautiful that name is. I need her but I don't know where she is. I don't know where anyone is.

"They left you." I heard someone say. I flipped my head in a million directions trying to see if someone was there. And nobody was there.

"Where and who are you?" I asked quietly.

"I'm the voices in your head." It said. By now I was terrified of my own mind.

"Aly!" I yelled. I heard her start to respond but then her voice was drowned out by the one in my head

"Why would you tell for her? She doesn't love you! She never has! She just feels bad for you!" The voice yelled at me. I shook my head frantically trying to get it to leave.

"She could never love someone like you." It said. I hung my head and cried. The water was ice cold and I was shivering but I didn't move.

Alys POV
"Aly!" I heard Billie yell from the bathroom.

"Just a second babe!" I yelled back. I didn't get a response after that. I peeked into Andrew, Avery and Hayden's room to see them all still asleep with Hayden clinging to Tré and Tré was fast asleep. I smiled and made my way to the bathroom.

Billies POV
I heard the door open and I jumped.

"Boo!" The voice yelled. I jumped once more and

"Stop! It's not funny!" I yelled hearing the voice laugh. I heard footsteps come closer to the shower.

"Billie...are you okay?" I heard Alys voice. I didn't respond I just sat there shivering and crying.

"Billie baby I'm gonna open the curtain okay." She said nervously. Was she scared of me? Did she love me? Of course she loves me.

"No she doesn't." It said.

I hissed at it.

Aly opened the curtain and I lifted my head up to meet her eyes, my wet black hair slung lousily over my face.

She gasped and shut the water off. I covered my face with my hands and started to cry again.

"Billie Joe what's wrong?!" She yelled and grabbed my arm helping me stand up. Now I was shaking even more.

She pulled two towels from the cabinet and wrapped one around my waist and the other over my
 
"She.  Doesn't.   Love.  You!" The voice screamed at me. I pretty much fell to the floor into Alys lap on the ground. She held my head.

"Yes she does! You don't know her!" I yelled.

"Oh I know her and I know she doesn't love you! She doesn't care about you! She just feels sorry for you! Your pathetic!" It yelled at me.

I slammed my fist against the hard floor. "Get out of my head!" I screamed. The voice didn't respond. I was a shaking crying screaming mess. Alison ran her fingers through my wet hair.