Chapter 4

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Hey guys: ) just to make things clean her dad is her mum's boyfriend before she died. Please vote and comment. I would live to know what you guys think. Hope you enjoy :)

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I didn't move for 3 days hoping I would still die right there. I eventually tried to pull my self up of the floor. My ribs cage was killing me. every time I moved it hurt, I thinks I had 2 broken ribs. I got to the bathroom and got a really big bandage. I walked back to my room and stood in front of the mirror. I had to fix them myself. I push my index and middle finger around my stomach area to find where they were. I push down and I got a shape pain in my hip. I found on, I tryed pushed it back to where it was ment to be place. It killed, it felt like 50 000 knife stabbing you all at once.  I couldn't help but scream out in pain sometimes. I found the other rib and did the exact same thing. the first one hurt more then the second one. I fastened the bandage tightly around my rib cage so they couldn't move. I walked into the bathroom with a knife in one hand. I placed it on my wrist, I push deep and pulled back. 1 slit was done, I felt the pain draining from me, blood was everywhere. I put the knife in my wrist again and slip it. the cut came pouring out blood with slit much have been deeper this time. It was painful but its not as the pain I am going through in life. I grabbed a toilet placed it on my wrist and got more bandages and cleaned it up. 'I swear to myself one day it will happen!" I said into the mirror looked deep with in  myself.

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