Suicide

Chapter 16

Hey guys, just a heads up. This is a very confronting chapter and its very detailed. I just want readers to take caution reading this chapter. Please if you dont go well with gore please take caution. Please i hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Love Ya xx

I must have fallen asleep, it was now 8.30 and no one was home. i turned on a light becaus ei was in the dark and i went to look at what was in the fridge but i was stopped as the light turned on. "Hey Babe, i heard it's a special nigh for you." i sat up in my seat on the couch as Racheal held a picture of my mum in her ice cold hands. "What do you want?' i asked her while clearing my thorat. I was worried now. "well i just wanted to eductae you. Your mum committed suicide right? Well that was all your fault. She slept with multiple men and cheated on your real dad the guy you live with is a pimp and pimped her out and you would of bee next. she cared nothing about you and you should just join her, you arent worth anything to anyone. your a bump in the world. Just leave and everyone will be happier but wait..... no one will care no one knows you are event here. How said is that." She said talking a breath. "i notice you had cut your wrists, take after your um do ya? Do it, It will be better for everyone." She finished as she punched me repeatedly in the face.

My face went all bloody and swollen straight away. I was crying and they was nothing i could do. "Your Pathetic and no worth my time. Just die it would help everyone out." Then she left.

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I got up detemandly and limped my way to the kitchen. i hear blood drop to the floor in a rhythme pattern. i would feel my face get sorer and sorer. I hated my life and everything of what she said was true. i grabbed the biggest knife that was in there. i started to limp down the hallway to the bathroom. I was crying louder and louder. i stopped as i walked into my room and looked at my desk i quickly grabbed a oiece of paper and wrote

Dear Police,

im sorry. i never ment for miss blackly to get hurt. please make sure my dad goes to jail and never comes out. He murders and kills people, raped me most nights and beats me. I never ment for Miss Blackly to get in the middle of anything. Can you please put me and her together please. that would be my last wish. Sorry for te mess to. Love Natalie x

i folded it. and walked back into the bathroom and started to rn the water in the bath. i put the note on the sick counter i got in the bathroom fully clothed and i felt the hot water sink into my clothes. 'Im sorry Miss Blackly i never ment for you to get hurt and worst get killed, im coming to join you. Racheal is right, im so so sorry.' i kept whispering. The clock in the lounge clocked over to 9 o'clock. i yelled "IM SORRY!"

i brought the blade down to my wrist held it there. Took a breath and slit it the deepes slit i have ever cut. Blood was everywhere, i stuf it in the water and clenched my teeth and just waited for it to all end.....