Suicide

Chapter 13

I was on the floor, crawling home. i had 1 tooth missing, my ribs had moved again and i had a black eye and mulitply bruises. i didnt know what theinternal injury was and i wasnt going to the hospital to find out. I was in to much pain. When she got close to me she smashed my head to the ground and repeatedly kicked me. Saying "I'll kill you" she kept saying. All the twigs joined in. i couldnt move, i would of gotten up and killed them but i could stand up and they kick to hard. i can just rememeber her saying "stop if she show her faceat school or anywhere i see it. We will have this little meeting again" and then they walked off. i coughed up a little bit of blood. i wasnt to worried about that. I walked up the porch and i could hear Tahlia moaning and kinda screaming. It was disgusting, she was a 19 year old, high school drop out. She was fucking old men how disgusting. Why doesnt she have more respect for herself?

i walked past them ( in the room) i limped to my room. i felt like i was gonna die, i was gonna drop dead on this bed. i fell asleep with out any thought and had lovely dreams.

****** Later that day********

I woke up to the sound to a door slam shut. I looked out my window and saw dad walking down the street. i got up and walked to the kitchen and started to make soup. I heard the door open and close, "im just making so--" before i finished i went to look at who it was. i saw Racheal standing in my lounge room. "Wow, your poor." she said. "what are you doing here. Get out!" i said. "i told you to leave and you havent listened." she said. i relized she was being serious and she was stalking me until i left.

She walked up to me and i was breatheing calmly so she didnt know i was panicking inside. she put her hand on the side of my head and i knew what was gonna happen. Racheal was bigger then me and stronger ( my injurys were still really bad) . i started to tear up before anything happened. She smashed my head agenced the wall and though me around like a rag doll. i got more injurys. i felt my stomach and something had cut it. My head was pounding. i was on the floor in the kitchen, huddled in the corner. i saw my soup start to bubble over. Racheal grabbed it and spilt it all over the floor. "Have Fun Till Tomorrow." She said walking out the door.