Songs for the chapter:
Demi Lovato // Warrior
Ellie Goulding // Dead In The Water
Jhene Aiko // The Vapors
Miley Cyrus // When I Look At You
Important a/n at the end!
I've ran at least two red lights, and five stop signs. I couldn't give less of a fuck about that though, the only thing I care about out right now is getting to Melody. God I don't hope it's to late please don't let it be to late. I whisper to myself. Her house finally comes into view, finally it seemed like forever to get here even though it only took five minutes. I quickly hop out of the car not bothering to close my door and sprint up to the front door. My heart is beating so hard it could combust out of my chest at any moment.
I bang on the door three times, no answer. "Meldoy!" I scream banging on the door five times this time, still no answer. Just as I was about to raise my fist to bang on the door once more it flies open to reveal an livid old women.
"Who the fuck are you? Why are you banging on my goddamn door like mad women!" She screams
"Where's Meldoy?" I ask ignoring her questions.
"Melody?"
"Yes. Where the fuck is she?" I ask I'm growing more and more anxious and scared by the second I spend away from Melody, knowing what she's about to do.
"No one by the name of Melody lives here," she says annoyed.
"What the hell do you mean she doesn't live here? I've dropped her off her multiply times here!?" I scream. What the fuck?
"Like I said before, No one named Melody lives here." She says before slamming the door in my face.
What the fuck does she mean she doesn't live here? Where the fuck does she fucking live then? Where is she then?
"Fuck!" I scream, kicking the door before rushing back to my car driving to the only place I could think of.
***
The crushing of twigs is the only thing I hear aside from my ragged heavy breathing, and irregularly fast heart beat. I came to the forest because this was the only place that came to mind. If she wasn't in here somewhere I honestly don't know what id do or where to go. This was the best place to go, so here I am. Every minute I go further into the forest without any sign of Melody. The little hope I had of finding her is slowly being chipped away; but I can't stop now, I can't give up, I won't.
My heart stopped, along with my breathing at the sound of a gun shot going off about a mile from where I am.
"Fuck! No, no, no, no!" I sprinted in the direction that I heard the gunshot come from. "Melody!?" I scream on the top of my lungs still running.
I feel my whole world come crashing down, as I'm faced with Melodys' back toward me, curled up in feedle position with the gun pressed to her temple.
I again, sprint toward her. Once she notices my presence she quickly turns around standing up with the gun still pressed to her temple. She looks complete petrified, and drained. Her make-up is smeared, running across her red cheeks. Her eyes are puffy, and bloodshot red. The sight of her shatters the little remaining piece of my heart.
"Mel, it's okay, it's just me, Harry." I say putting my hands up, taking slow small steps toward her.
She shakes her head. Every one step I take toward her she takes two steps back away from me.
"Melody, Please put the gun down, you're safe I'm right here. Just please put the gun down," I say trying to reason with her. I've never seen her this scared before. No resemblance to the girl I met, just a vacant, broken girl instead that has been robbed of her happiness, along with her sanity. She doesn't look like herself. Even those little breakdowns she's had, she's never has looked like this. It honestly is scaring the living shit out of me.
"Mel-"
"No! Leave me alone Harry! I want to die, just leave me alone!" She screams, I can barely understand her over her sobs. I heard them clear enough for then to send daggers through my heart. How could she say that?
"Don't say the Melody! Give me the gun, Now!" I scream ten times louder.
"No!"
I hear rustling in the trees, making me dart my attention toward where the the sound had came from apparently Melody hears it also because she has now turned her head away from me. Creating the perfect distraction. I quickly run behind Melody grabbing the gun safely but quickly away from her. She tries to fight back, but she's too weak. Once I remove the bullets from the gun, I toss it to the side.
"I hate you!" She yells punching me in the stomach. She's so weak right now, so the punch didn't do any harm.
"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" She screams, repetitively punching my chest. I know she doesn't mean it do so I don't take her words to the heart. Instead of arguing back with her I wrap my arms tightly around her small frame, she tries fighting against it but again she's to weak. She finally gives up, and grabs ahold oh my white T shirt gripping onto as if her life depended on it. Her 'I hate you's were quickly drowned out and replaced by sobs that ranked through her whole body. She was shaking violently, crying into my chest. It seems that we've been in this position far to many times in the only two week period that we've known each other, but if I had to hold her while she cried every day or night until she got all she needed to get out or fell asleep, I would.
Silence lingered between us, the only sound coming from Melody's whimpering, and the swaying of the trees and the occasion of birds chirping.
Being so close to her gives me this indescribable, amazing feeling. She ignites something in my that I'm not quite sure about yet.
***
I know this chapter is really short, rushed, and not so good. But I have a lot of homework to do and it's already
10:00! :(
Oh and I changed Melody to Crystal Reed!
Important:
The pain, The silence, The heart ache, The suffering, the one question "Does it get better?" If any of you are going through these emotions I want to let you know that it does get better. Trust me! Be patient, Be brave, Stay strong, have faith that it will get better. No it won't happen over night, it may take a while until you're fully okay, but that time will come; I promise. You will be happy. The scars that are left will fade just enough to remind you that you made it through the toughest part of your life, a lessened learned a battle fought. It might not be easy; it's not easy but I'm here to tell you that is a journey I'm willing to fight, and help you through, and that you're going to win.
Please don't be scared to message me on here or DM me on twitter (mxkhala) if you need anyone. I love you guys, stay strong! Goodnight Xx
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